WaD I DiD ToDaE??

HEYlos(:

2007-01-15T19:09:00.000-08:00

OKAYS; bad news for today for our PARENTS ' is

thats we kana SUSPENDED for two days ehs?(:

HAPPY ehs; cause we no need tu go tu school for

today andds tmr. hmms. we went tu SEMBAWANG

shoppins centres opposite tuhs eat WANTAN meepok(*:hHAHAS

we gonas cut ours hair lwehs but i gonas use hairSPRAY tu do da job

wells ehs(:- hmms dhen KAILINGS boyfriends came

lwehs hHAHAS i run for my own good lwehs later become

gooseberry ;lwehs my stupiide GRANDMOTHER

nagging non-stops las, thursday we goiins

tu school afts school goin tuhs temasak poly lwehs

hmms. dont know how tuhs spell las.; gonas miss KAILINGS

les larhs hmm we bought STRAWBERRY milkks ,CHOCOLATE icecream

,NACHOS.and warheads. mine is PINK whilles DAR des is PURPLE des

today we had fun ehs. LOVE her loads las.(:

wills be da last time tio this type of taizi les larhs BUAYtahhans

will uploads photos soon kkays.BYES

HUILING SUCKERS.

2007-01-14T23:14:00.000-08:00

TODAY kan suay sias.the idiot bitch fatty huiling
complain the matter tuhs the teacher.
hai dao wo men waste time writing stupid reports.
kaninabus CHAO CHEEBYE.
say pang sua liaos yous brought the matter up again.
lans ehs.fuckings ass.
never DIE befores arhs.
stupid bitchy bitch.

SISTASHIPs #

2007-01-14T00:11:00.000-08:00

FRIENDSHIP in tuhs SISTASHIPs(:
our story startedds on 13o1o7 ' never be REPLACED
(; loves.4evers

KAILINGS andds DAPHNES

loves forevers *UNSEPARABLES*

will updates our thingys des loves

TIONGXIMS;

Argghh

2005-12-30T04:47:00.000-08:00

wadd shud i doo men haiis `
the ppl actually cut mahh hairr till veriie nice de leii
but hohx when i do temporary rebondiin den she cut even morr
she siaO one leii
mahh ah yi sae nort niice lorr `s haiis
wad shud i do haiis
i now veriie angry leii relie feel liek cryin i xing tong mahh hair
I WANT MAHH HAIR BAKK!!!!
shyt menn haiis
sad arss. sob sob
i wanna die betta den let mahh frens see mahh hairr sia
no mood to tok morr le larr .s
i knew one guyy worhh .x he veriie guud de but
i hOpe tat he and thea will becomm
cOuples lorr .X
hahhaa .x

MAHH HAIRR SUX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

paii seh arrX so lOng nvr tagg liaO le worhh.! =/

2005-12-28T22:19:00.000-08:00

wadd shuud i sae leii yeah !
i And mei-li finally bakk tgt le tiis tym rOund i will treat her nicely de los trEasure her hehhe`X
hmmm.. tiis few dayss past so fast lorr`X gna schoOl reopen liao le
verii happie tat a and sanddraa became frienS liao le worhh
i regreted knowing shii meii and gave up on sanddraa" lorr`X haiis
nvm lorr`X now we become frenS le mayB it mitee nort be guud frenS liek beforree butt haiis
uu knoow wadd band memberrs wann mii bakk band leii lolX it iis
liek i treat dem liek tat dey still wanna mii bakk band lorr`X
i dui bu qi- them haiis sobsOb =/
but gOrt request de worhh mr chew sae tat if i wanna Cum bakk 2 band i have to have Three months full attendance worhh haiis
i knew quite lots of fren playiin maple de los
i now lvl 29 liaO le worhh so so so happiE
but i will wann be become a pro lox haii`X
i wanna becoome a s-pearman lorr`X mayb sum who nvr playy maple de
dun know wadcha tOkiin mii bahhs
but hoh haiis nvm..
kkes tok bOut mahh holidaes
the most unforgettable iis during mahh brO
de birthday, chritmas eve and chritmas day
we played lots of thins liek
we played bingo first tym everyOne of them playedd tgt
mahh motherr and the whOle family lorr`X
but we plaedd in another wayy
it iis liek tiis
uu takk the card den all the no. inside the card have to be insidde
den considered win lorr`X
win le gortt present and money to takk cux everyOne
who bought the card havee to giv mOniie first beforr thyy play
liek gambling liek tat hmmm..
even mahh sista`x osO gort plae lox.. siiAn diiaO`X
haiis scHool reopning liaO le i still haven buy finish mahh boOk shyT!!!!!
nvm nvm schoOl reopen le den i buy los
cuX i went to yiishun de popularr to buy all mahh boOks but dun
know iis our schoOl sux or wadd thyy dun have almost half the bOoks tat i wantedd
Arghh!!!!! haii`X nvm
i bought new bag for scHool reopen de worhh all pink in coLor nice men
den still gort bought new wallet blahs~
i wished tat next yrr will be a betta yrr forr mii 2 start a fresh i wontt
be bad tempered neither will i find ppl for buiness le hahha`X
cux i know tat lots of mahh frens said tat i changed alot mahh
i will oso try to tok to everyone equally de los especially JIaYI*
she same clAss as mii n-ext yrr worhh
we almost liek fated liddat de she everytym
osO same as mii de los saxophOne oSo same As mii den reigister nO. oso same as
mii same class den sometyms Groupiins osOo same as mii de worhh heh`X mayb tiis iis fate bahhs so i tiink kaiire-fully le i will treasure her and nort treat her badly liaO`X
le lorr`X hahhhA`X
i tiink tat iis bOut all liao le los okiiEs
hahha`X sOriie pAls and frens tat i owyas nvr enter mahh pOstiins worhh
hahha`X wished uu all the best and best in everythin tat uu Do bubbyE`X

shit men!!

2005-11-06T20:18:00.000-08:00

the thing that happen anit over men.and.i.relie.hate.iit.berii.much.norhx.i.don.know.why.oso.hais~
hmm..lets.start.widd.yesterdae.ho.le.luckily.men
my.mother.called.mii.go.and.take the stuffs from my jiu mu de car norhx and don know why
the moment i go down the first shocking person i saw iis mei li and olivia los.
and olivia iis liek don take mii as her frien de person lehx. mei li iis the person whom olivia hated before de norhx i don know why they are tg norhx.i.relie.berii sad no one will understand exactly how i am feelin tears.rolled.down my cheeks and iit iis liek the person i trusted the most actually turned out to be someone i now hais~actually.nort.her.fault ... oso.norhx.pertially.oso.my fault norhx
i know tat i neglected mei li.and.widd.bao xin butt.i relie don mean iit de norhx.i.relie.hais~hard.to.sae.butt.mei.li.i.know.she.reli.iis.damn.jealous.norhx
i.knew.iit.and.i.already.told.bao.xin.tat.next.yme.unless.we go play basketball iif nort don meet liao lehx.
i already liek tat sae liaos le los.den wad mei li wann mii do men.
i reli damn sad los.yesterdae was the day when my tears relie almost covered all my face norhx.haix~sadness.
thinkin of iit makes mii hurt and i relie wanna forget iit norhx butt nort mayb i will remember iit for life de
i knew i sae olivia until berii bad yesterdea butt hais~on wished to say anymore laiso le norhx.since.iit.iis.already.over.liaos.le.
and.i.called.olivia.and,hanged.up.the.phone.norhx.i.knew.i.was.rude.butt.hais.i.don.know
the.moment.i.heard.olivia.de.voice.i.felt.tat.i.don.have.the.courage.to.scold.her.as.
this.iis.the.first.tyme.i.will.scold.my.friend.le.bahs.i.don.scold.my.friend.de.los.even.how.i.angry.i.am.norhx
hais.butt.after.tat.olivia.send.mii.a.message.and.scold.mii.den.i.called back den say tat iis i call de cannot arx iit iis liek the berii loud de voice lox.
nvrmind den we taled bout alot of things lox.
we chouted and i hanged the phone liaos le lox.
thinking of the moments we had in the past makes mii wanna tink tat nothin has actually happened norhx and we will still be liek last tyme having such a gudd tyme tgt norhx
hais~i relie hate the feeling iit iis relie bad to have this kinda feeling norhx kkes nvemind
i already nvrmind liaso le cause i tink tat rite iit iis tyme to let go i relir wihed that one dae we will be tgt again los god bless~~~

peace out~~<3

<33__-dApHnE*-xX

;;__-[eUu.AnIT.No.frEaKx]

i.hEaRtxxXx.euu

pai seh..sorrie so long nvr tag le..wahahas..

2005-10-10T21:02:00.000-07:00

hmm..let miie first start by saying i change alot le los..
i don wanna always liek that wif sandra lo..see her tiao* miie i reallie veri sad..
she sae i got sae about her but no los..
someone veri bad sure wanna break friendship between us de..
but nvrmind u don believe miie also already no use liaos..le..
becox u don know y..and nvr will know why i cried two tymes 4 u okies..
i heard about it i learnt about it
i wanna say sorrie but i am not @ fault is u sae bout miie first de
and called miie by nickk..
u know jolly well i already don liek ppl say nicks to miie de okies..
hais i reallie treasure the tyme wif u but..hais nvrmind..now i got
my best friend shi mei!!!
shi mei so good i go where she alwas will pei miie de..
i eating she will always try to pei miie even unwilling..
i got one group called the six brothers inside got..
da ge--JIAN SHUI
da jie--OLIVIA
san ge--ERIC
si jie--BAO XIN
wu mei--DAPHNE
liu mei--SHI MEI
together is JOEBDS!!!
we will be brothers 4ever de..
becox i reallie treasure u all..pls don betray miie le..
i don wanna get hurt and nvr let miie know u all betray miie
pls..
even if u all got things to comments about miie pls tell miie straight okies..
becox i love u all..!!
thanks 4 the tyme..we have tgt..always @ khatib there play until siao..
the day i known u all is a present from god..
i know it..this is the most good present from god.. as my birthday coming le..jus this friday worhs..hahas..
they are goin to celebrate wif miie lehs..sop happie..
i don mind don have present but please..celebrate wif miie..
we shall not qurrael..!!!!
exams..are goin to over le...we are goin to jia you get promote to the pleace u wanna go and thus we will..
go out tgt always play till siao..kkes..
i change target le..hais but nvrmind i know this person will nvr know i liek him de
becox it is liek i liek him 4 not too long nias
i liek this person becox he have a veri good heart treat everybody veri good de
wahahas we shall be friends 4 ever okies..becox i know u will nvr liek miie de..
and wadever i rite here u will nvr know..de
becox u don even know wad is my blog de address..wahaha..
but i reallie still hope..u will not aviod miie..
hais..
nvrmind..
hmm..lets tok about todae the mathes paper 2 was..most easier den
the first mathes paper..hahas..
i felt veri sleepy when i was doin the paper i feel liek sleeping losx.
but luckily..i still manage to finish the paper..
thusdae will be the last paper le worhs hahas..
hmm..let miie tink los..i reallie hais..nvrmind..
i jus wished that u wil nvr know..and we be brothers for ever becox u will nvr liek miie de..
becox i look liek pig mahs..neither pretty nor cute..but u lehs so perfect ahahs
u will always be my san ge don worrie...
TO;SHi MEi..
hey friend u will always be my best sisters so 4ever..
thanks 4 tolerating my attitude i know i reallie sucks.
becox i always liek to do everything to my liek de los..
but i reallie wishe du will nvr mind de los.,.
and also rite i reallie treasure u this friend i don wished that wad happen to her will happn to miie and don ever betray miie can mahs
and don leave miie please..
i wished that everyday i can go to school wif u los..i enjoy the life wif u ..hies..
even if everybody don liek miie i reallie hope u don mind los..
hahas..
u are my sister remember that!!!.
goin out wif u is so enjoying men..!!!
TO;SIX BROTHERs""JIAN SHUI""OLIVIA""ERIC""BAO XIN""SHI MEI""
we shall always be together 4ever no fighting no quarreling can mahs pls..thanks..
treasure ya'all..
thanks''
god bless u all all will go to the classes u all wanted..
!
___sIx BroThErs*-+
EvEr.>!
<33__daphne*
+dA^gE+jIan ShUi-x+Da^jIe+OlivIa-x+SaN^gE+eRiC-x+Si^jIe+BAoXin-+x+LiU^mEi+sHi^mEi+-x

U arE a person who lies alot

2005-09-24T00:29:00.000-07:00

Hey don go around telling ppl i am at fault okies..i am not okies..
wad see miie not happie aris..walau i not a snatcher and i nvr go around saying bad things about u
who is the one who always sae bad things about miie sia
go around sowing discord between ur friends
u should reflect why all your friends don wanna be wif u
is you that made ppl hate u
u tink carefully wwhy so mani ppl hate u and wanna be wif miie tink los..
wif just my strength i cant possibly let ur friend be wif miie de los..
u tink that only i don liek your attitude is enough 4 everyone to hate u..lols lox.
i don intend to scold u when i call u los..i jus wanna asked you something
u are a bad gerl los go into ppls accout close down ppls account u tink i don know los..
i nvr offend u...u come offend miie sia..
i know maybe u did that is just becox of fun but try thinking about others feeling lox..i am a human
u don liek ppl to do this to u den u too don do this to others lox..
ur jealousy u too much den u cant control yourslef le..
try tinking why your friends are leaving u..why they all hate u
dey wont leave u 4 notin
miie too wad when i was sec 1 i always kana hate by ppl..but this year
i change alot le los..i not liek alst tyme liaosx..always go around so big mouth
u lehs..ppl nvr offend u den u wad sae pplx backstab ppl..
u veri perfect mehs always sae yourself thin don BHB okies..u reallie
i don know hohx liek ppl to suit u den u yourself don reflect try tinking los.why all the ppl
leaving u
u are not bad at heart but u do all those things that ppl don like
for example ppl nvr asked u whether they are pretty anot cant u jus shut up and pretend that it is none of your buisness anot huhx
ppl not perfect u don tok so much lahs..liek got your business liek that..
u are a freak los..tell ppl to scold miie u come and scold miie one to one los..i not scared of u de hohx..
sae bad things about miie the friends i know are not so little de okies..
u can do that miie too can double repay u back los..
don tink that the whole world owns u soemthing liek that we nvr los..is your character problem los..think okies..we hate u got reason de..okies
if rite u veri good we wont leave u u will still be our best pal los..
but u liek to tok crap and also rite u lie to show off..
wad u wanna to revenge rite come on men i scared of u sia..
your friend wanna be wif miie be it happie anot also not your buisness as long as
your friend wif miie now she is happie and u also lose a friend but she is happie
tink of the positive side isnt it better
best friends are not only yours ppl have the rite too..to enjoy this friend
u should share around your happieness and not so selfish that u wanna..
have the friend alone los..
i tell u i undetstand u de..even if one dae
u were to lose all your friends..to you u will tink that is the friends betray u and not your fault u always tink that u are rite ppl are wrong sorrie men
ppl don sae u perfect in some ways u will say them back or show your ugly face or i should sae black face los..u tink everybody can afford this no rite...pai seh los..u this freak wil not understand de los..
because u are just a pampered child who tinks that the whole world belongs to u
living in jus a world that everyone will love u and alone....no men..
one dae i will kick u off and never never let u come up again ..
jus one last thing i am neither a snatcher or someone who will sae ppls bad things and backstab ppll..

only thos who hated u will do that be it u are angry or wad..i don care
becuase it is none of my busniess so don go around spoiling my image i know that is your
hobbies your best ability men
i know u are veri clever in a evil way..so just fcuk off and scramp from my life don interupt us okies..

___u this freak decevies notin u decieves a fall
one dae u shall fall badly and all the ppl will get to u and also..
let u realise that your actions are wrong..

PISSED OFF>>>

<33___daphne*

24-09-2005

we will be best pals 4 ever don worrie one dae unless u leave miie if not i wont leave u de dat is my promise!!!
so lets jia you and fight towards the demon in your class de..always tink that she is rite de that girl...and get out of this school sooner..
we shall work hard..!!

YeaHh!! HoLiDaEs..OnE WeEk..No SchOOl

2005-09-02T04:07:00.000-07:00

YeaHh..NO ScHOol FrOm tml onwards...until next weekk de next week de monday haas
hoLidae worhx haisx no school also have to revise hahasx..
Hmm..lets tok bout my results bahs quite bad de worhx..hahas
Got A1 For LIteRaTue A2 For visual arts
Got D7 For mAthes -OMg so dissapointed in this sub because it has always been my best sub that never fail before de..have to jia you le
and the others all b le..no c hahasx.
DeZIRee Go *6*A1 #APPlaUse#
she has always been proud to our school NORthLAnd PRI++
KiNda PrOUd OF My MatHEs worhx because i improve le hahssx..
but i wont be cocky de..hahsx..because i ought to work hard..jia you daphne!
lucky got my friends beside miie all the while love them lots..
i expressed my gratitude towards u all here
and also most of all my MOTHER because no one can compare to her
she is giving miie all the strength to strive for good grades so i cannot let her down
thanks MoTher for not scolding miie when last half year i got so low..
i will do my best de no MAtTEr wad..!!
and most of all i love my AH Bu..Jia qiCUm Ah Yi... haahx

and xue wen they all..hahasx..becox hais i don know how to sae
hahasx but they were great friends
hmm..let miie sae bout todae..

i went to school neaHs and meet up wif ping hui to go to school tgt..
hahasx miie so clumsy change handphone wif my sistas* den forget to
copy the contacts into my sim
hasx..den i called bendalene to ask her 4 no. she veri good even though
she quite tired but she still she veri good tell miie the no..
hahasx..thanks bendalene*

hmm..actually i okies le i said sorrie to *ahEm* le..and i tink she forgive le bahs but i should
sae de lox..becox no mattar wad it is my fault lox..
hmm..don know why mei li liek keep complaining bout the*pErSoN* ahahsx
all the way eversince i wif her lolx..
hahasx..den still got anita so chio lox..dat time at sun plaza see her lolx..
she in home clothes nicer de hahx..

kkes..i gtg le okies keep ya updated soon bbyes..

THANKS TO MY FRIENDS!!!!!

__SoapX `

**MmMuAcKS**To mY frIEnd..and hope that next year i would be in the same class as them and never be separated 4ever..

jia You..!!1Work HArd...

*daPp^

02092005

lolx..lolx..

2005-08-22T23:53:00.000-07:00

cant believe that i went back to band le..hieshies..
this has always been the most thoughest thingy for miie do u know that hahas..as i always don wanna to like so thick face go back but the
most surprising thing is mr chew and mr marsee never "suan" miie lehx u know
hahas..i tink they must been totally dissappointed wif miie den "lan" de sae miie liaos lo
haha happie return to band worhx hahas.
hmm. let miie start saying from saturday hmm..my father not at home worhx
went to overseas so never go his house u know hahas
den he is goin to come back wif presents for miie**
lolx..miie so childish hmm..den the whole dae see television and sleep and eat!!!
hahas..
den comes sunday i was like so restless the whole dae..den my JIU MU gave miie the
office thingys to helped her out lox.. den i tink hais anyway nothin to do den help lo
but after a while rite i went to sleep hhas..sian diaos!!
she was like hais yo..hahas..sorrie pai seh..
hmm..den comes monday i went to school nias hies den went to band like wad i sae veri scared to face mr chew as i did something wrong le den i never go to band for long period od time
dat dae rite i never reallie concentrate on playing lox den need to play de time i nvr play
bad miie lox..hais hahas okies den mr chew nvr angry lehx i so happie worhx..
but i also veri bad los nvr listen hahas
den comes todae i went to school as usual den hahs
in the toilet rite when wanna go home that time DEBORAH** our junior so rude men
i cant stand it it is like everyone offend her like that she is in the wrong lox
she splashed tthe water until someone den the someone wanna her to apologise only lehx
den she not happie like tat sae sorrie la..den the someone don care le lehx but u know
wad she sae she sae i wanna tell teacher she is real mad los
she is in wrong and she wanna complain wad the hack..!!! argHH!
she reallie something wrong wif the mind lox.. den hais i don wanna sae anymore le
see her i angry..she is in band de lehs so lost face arix..
i reallie see her not happie one dae i sure angue wif her until she cry de lox..
try miie!!! ARGhh!!!
DON U DARE BULLY MY FRIEND!!!
okies den i now angue wif someone liaos..miie not happie veri moody hais i gtg le..need some rest to think about something..
bb
___SoapX `
*daPp^

23082005

So tiRed---a long dae for miie

2005-08-18T07:53:00.000-07:00

hEllo...miIe Here To DrOp A bloG** on wad HapPEn ToDAe...

hmm..let miIe Star On tUesDae i Went home straight afetr tat lox..afetr school becox

it wad kinda sians mahx den i wanna go home and rest hahax..

during school rite our whole class nvr bring our aprons for our home econs lesson

den it is like we don even know got practical we only got prepared for the *paCtHEtIc* test lox

i also don know why**hIEs**

i tink the whole class gonna fail le except -yonGXin-XUEwEn-DeZiREe-XiNGlin-Ah bU-Gui xin-

they all bahs all of them gonna faill maybe not maybe i only failure in teh whole clas haha

pathetic lox i don know how to do lehx hies**

den i went to assembly den saw XUETING and EE WEN waiting for mie at the hall de outside lox

den they saw miie EE WEN shouted at my name and went towards mie lox..u know wad i did i ran away lehx hahax den EE WEN went to grap my pe t-shirt lox..

den i jus throw everything on the floor den went off but u know wad i of

course will go back take my bag and stuffs de rite so no choice lox..

i went back den they grapped my hand and toked to miie lox bout the band yesterdae wad i promised them and stufss!!

hahax**bleahs* i know my fault lolx..

den after toking for sometime mdm nolita told them tat after assembly den bring mie back to themso sucky rite it like i wanna escape from them den she still like that sae so bad hais But

NVm she is a GOOD* teacher after all..!!

hMm..!!

den lets tok about -WEDNESDAE_

as usual after school i have to wait for 1h and 45 mins before i go to my piano lesson as

my lesson starts at 3.15pm mahs den school ends at 1.30pm

so sucky rite always like that hais but nvm as i have the reason to loiter at sun plaza

hmm den i went to school have my *LIFE RUN* den i was damn tired liaox den

go back to class listen to the relaxation exercise de music i more wanna sleep but i endure through le..!!

i don know why i so tired lox frankly speaking!

nvm..den hmm..recess i was so angry mahs den i throw the water still got a bit left lox..den so high put back the cup den make until ppl..!!*FIONA* but i apologise to her hieS**

den i after school went to meet shi en @back gate lox..den saw jenavie outside

she sae she was goin to sun plaza to eat but at first i don know that she got guitar class

not until when we reach mos burger lox..den she sae her guitar class starts @ 2.15 and she is late den we persuade her don go lox..because anyway go also no use

see videos on guitar lesson only mahs so don go den she told her friend she dopn go we bad rite..hies**

den i went to loiter around sun plaza saw my junior**CHONG LONG** hahax..he sais hi to miie and of coursemannered ppl always sae greetings back de rite..ya..i saw mavis de stead lox.

den i keep saying the stead of her de name..den she blush**

hahax..bad miie i know..

i also cannot stand my self

hmm..leTs ToK abOUt ToDaE!!**THURSAE**

i went to school..

**LIFE RUN** den i went to class got the exercise again once again i wanna sleep liaox..sorrie sorrie..

den it was mathes lesson den i went out of the class wif my friend* JASMINE* to toilet to get changed.. den we watsed alot of time lox..as we so tired mahs

den the next lesson was chi nese lesson i pretendden i am riting the chinese*HAN YU PIN YIN*

but when the teacher was not looking i took a nap lox..lol..

she nvr see often she saw miie sleep rite she will call miie wake up and stand outside the class de

hais hais**den went to recess wa..so mani ppl lox..lol

den we like waited for ages den we keep changing the ideas on wad to eat from malay food stall to western food in the end we end up eating rice lox..lol

den so fast the recess ends lox..

we quick eat our food and went up

after recess was english lesson den i wan to SLEEP**

deb mrs raj see le pretend nvr see hahax..** thankS**

but i only take a nap nias..den is geography lesson i sleep and sleep den mr trevor nvr make fun lox he jus sae that bendalene li rong gui xin and winson de perfomance fro the pro ject thingy den

i went to sleep den mr trevor sae that their group have to perform one more time to wake up all those ppl from sleep if not cannot lox..lol..sorrie pai seh ihai u all pai seh

i veri bad i know..sorrie***

den.it was another pathetic lesson i forget le..den i was like so energetic lox lol

other lesson pretend until like shit maybe because oh ya i know liaox it was science practical

test lox lol ya i sure faill de i know so sucky lox nvr finish the thingy SHIT*

nvr.! ya den i have the *INQUIRY BASED LEARNING* de thingy after school @1.45 but the mr edwin chew forget le hai us waited outtside jus for him..waited so long siax.!

den of course i was pulled to *BAND* as it was an order by ee wen den i don dare to go into the room but at least got xue wen they all helping miie lox..thansk xue wen especially

she helped miie go into the band room but i apologised as i twist until your hand sorrie arix

den..i set up insturment den don have mouth pierce as andy broke one og the *CUSTOM MOUTH PIERCE DAT WORTH80++BUCKS!!** lol..that is alot..wow..inpressed!

nvr todae i happie can liaox i don care bout other thingys den afetr band straight go home

i tink i rote enough le i am damn tired okies i gtg bb..TAKE CARE TO MY FRIENDs**

___soaPX `

*daPp^

18082005

THURsDae!

The First DaE afTEr TwO mONths BreAk i W ent Back To bAnD!

ARGhh!

2005-08-14T23:49:00.000-07:00

Hais miie until now still sicko worhx hais don know why i felt that i have let EE WEN down lehx wtf!!!
i was suppose to go for band but i did not i was not intentional de reallie i know u all sincerely wanna miie back and i reallie veri appreciate it alot lox thanks niax..
but hais i realle don know why u all don wanna tell miie this lo that mr chew wanna asked u all whether to sack miie anot lox lolx.. hais i reallie damn fustrated lox..
todae i quarrel wif someone lox u know who i tink the person know who i refering too even if u see this i also don care de because actually i wanna asked ya something no need scold de rite
always scold ppl nice to scold arix ixit walau...

miie not so easy bullied by others de okies..

okie don scold liaox lata i heart attack..hmm..let miie start saying about saturdae bahs..i sms my father that i wanna go his house but he did not on his phone*pathetic*

den in the end i stay at home but u know wad on that dae i am veri the damn unluckily i quarrel two time lehx one time wif my bro another time wif my mum..

let miie tell u wad happen i don know why always like i saty in the living room cannot de maybe because i reallie don know how to communicate lehx i don know why wif my grandmother i always little things also wanna fight like that den that nite i reallie cannot stand my brother always act big i jus shoot at his face the disatisfaction if not i will
always be under his head being step by de
i always tolerate him now that he always scold miie rite i treat him good also no use den i
jus sae los wad he bully miie wadever den the computer always don let miie use see him come back i have to act like never use the com like that small thingys he scold miie i don help him buy the things he wanna he will scold miie all vugarities he can walau..but i always give and take de lox
but things always liek this it is not always th ways u wan it to be others have to
go wif your ideas de u are not big okies others have the rite to choose wad they wanna de lox..
ya i think i don sae so much bad thingys bout him la lata i liek so bad like dat..

hmm..then sundae i went to hmm..i never go anyway bahs i suppose but i helped my JIU MU to sort out the thingys about the bills and stuffs den i went to sleep at 1.00am..

den hmm..lets tok about todae this the time when i told ee wen a lie los i reallie "dui bu qi ta"
hais i reallie sad lehx first time i reallie make her so upset i reallie hais sian diaosx..

sorrie sorrie!!!eewen i promise thursdae go back can anot please don angry la..hais..i tink rite u reallie don reallie understand miie bahs i reallie don know hais i reallie scared kana scolding by mr chew..i so scared and he don wanna miie back in band le i so sad!!!!
hais i reallie don wanna him the impression now but the impression like last time..please buddist bless..!!!

hais okies le i tink that is all le bahs tc my pals okies bb!!!

__fRiEnds 4 EvEr..

lUbBE My Ah bU And And Ah Yi!!!

MuackX.
__soapx `
*dapP^
15082005

ArGHh!!sianaz

2005-08-12T02:27:00.000-07:00

why like that worhx why hais let miie start by saying something bad u may pretend don see okies

hmm...

enough is enough le los don always hurt ppls de feeling okies u think

u all this freakos veri big ixit bully my*ahem*

i tell u lo if u all bully her more the more i hate u all los okies

mark my words okies don let miie go and pull u all out and i am goin to

give u all the shit i have and stuff it into your mouth okies

fcukiess..walau eh don look down on others okies u are not that good either okie

u all think that u all got veri high den veri good ixit arghh!

i tell u all lo so cocky rite wanna sae ppl rite i tell u i curse your mouth to

stitch together or become a mute

thinking about it makes miie so angry los u wanna bully ppl rite so like

to bully rite den don sae ish others de fault okies it had notin to do wi u all

and also stop being a busybody no one asked for your opinion

and no one asked u to become do interested in my *ahem*

i tell u lo next time u wanna know anything jus come and asked miie lo

no need to like tell the teacher to sae until so loud los hais i know i am

stupid but so wad wtf..i never blame u all but don u all tink that u all too much le mehs i

and not afriad of u all los it is jus the that u all never evn give miie the basic respect that i

wanted okies making a fool of myself in front of the *ahem*no one men so exbarrassing lo

i don mind u all read my post u all can scold miie wad ever lo but u got do it admit le

okies i am not angry okies i jus venting my anger!!!

okies le i stop here..

lets start saying bout todae miie go to school as usual i recieve a call from PING HUI den

i went to meet her lox at the mrt

hies den we walked to school together wa..

todae de rain reallie veri the cold oMg

hmm..den after i met jenavie los den we went off to eat mos burger and also to watch the show named bewitched i must admit

it is veri nice and cool men th

e show is veri funny

the witch can rewind all the happenings and start from the past to

now the happenings maybe u guys don understand wad i mean but

interested u can come asked miie hehe my pleasure

and also u know wad i am veri du lan los because of someppl bully my *ahem*todae OMg

i tell u guys u all better watch out if u bully her we not goin to let u off bitches!

hmm..only *ahem*know bahs ya..only she knows..

hmm..en still got i just went home lox then the end okies

i got to go le take care pals..byes@

___Soapx `

\*daPp^\

12082005

SoME PictuRes For YoUR RefrEnceS `***

ArGhH

2005-08-08T04:45:00.000-07:00

hais todae beri the unhapie lo..

hmm..let miie start wif saturday i did not go out worhx sian diao so sad..

haha..den i actually goin to band but i don know why once again my senses

tells miie not to go lo..hais..

den i spend the whole dae doin nothin but at nite i went to sit my

jUI MU de new car wrohx first time hah we went to buy durians

hmm..wad can i sae lehx ever since she bought the car rite our

life has been more improved lox

my another jiu mu who also work at the same place as her

like hmm..now every morning go to work rite will fetch her go lo..

den as for miie okies hai hao bahs in the morning she will bring us go to buy breakfast

and as i have said the nite was the first time i sit her car

den the next dae sunday the first time she fetch miie go buy breakfast worhx

so nice and sweet the breakfast is it means alot lox..hehe

because it can show the warmth we have between us as i often make her angry de..

haha..and after that we go home..

eat and eat and eat hahax..we watch television together..

afetr that we went to do our own thingys i played the computer for so long sia first time lehx

because my brother go be the "care leh fare"and that is go to

mediacorp and shoot the passer by lo adiaox..so lame rite i know but 50bucks u know

good money made den somemore u can see the actress there lo and u are on the

tv 50 bucks no need run just for the scene only OMIGOSH i wished i have

this lobang but first perioty for now is TO STUDY HARDDER

don let my mother down lo becox she work and support the family alone is a veri hard thing

for her and our fees are damn high lo

hahax..but i still watse alot of her hard earned money

hm..hOPED THAT SHE IS IN TIP-TOP CONDITION

buddist bless!!!!

hahax..den i went to meet SISI

at woodlands lo cause way point of course hiehie

i waited her not long la only for bout 10 mins

hahax..i took neoprint wif her and she told miie that she ate le worhx

becox she was veri hungry den of course i never blame her u see becox ppl are like that

unless u wanna starve yourself bahs..i was so damn hungry as i only ate breakfast mahs..haha

den we went to mos burger actually wanna eat but veri sian diao so don eat

den decided to eat PASTAMANIA

was reallie veri nice lo becox she also ate wif miie haha

she actually veri full le but i tell her to eat la eat la den she bo bian den eat wif miie hahax

sorrie niax hee

and thanks so jiang yi qi..!!good pal worhx

den u know wad no one served us lo we like so zi dong den go find the sit den we waited for ppl to serve us so stupid rite haha

den luckily the place we sitted can see the thingy saying place your order at the cashier

den we so blurr adiaox once again we look likie fools

haha

den we go take our orders we ordered two sets of CREAMY CHICKEN PASTA

and i ordered one STARBERRY blahs*

don know how to call it so nice got cake and a mixtures ofcifferent friuts and more lox..

hahax lurbbe it alot..we chatted on alot of thingys lo so fun den here comes our food

SISI so cute she sae OMG i so full liaox todae eat so mani meals lata fat fat

hahax i sae u so thin liaox le so sae fat adiaox..

den i ate the pasta i sae like wierd wierd de because like so wad lo don know why

den i saw the cheese den i saw OMGOSH forget to put that hahax den i added alot

den si si sae wa..u add so much den lata veri sticky lle den i sae veri nice de worhx..den i told her to try she sae ee..no nice de because to sticky le hahx

lolx..reallie i don know why i just like sticky stuffs to eat lo veri don know how to sae

den i added the sauce the veri hot de pasta sauce hah

onc again she sae i siao add so much i lubbe that sauce alot as the sauce rite is

veri sour i like SOUR stuffs de worhx heex.

okies den let tokies about todae

i went to school as usual i don dare to sit bus i sat a taxi to school haha

so watse money rite no choice becox our class compulsory have to wear red cloths even though

they sae not compulsory in the school hahax becuase our form teacher wanna win the

award mahx SHI EN AND SISI never come to school hahax they slept late

den afetr school i and meili walked together to sun plaza lo becox i called shi en to watch the maid wif miie but the maid only got mid night schow lo

so we watch CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY

so nice men but i actually wanna go to toilet but they went it den i have to wait so long

ya..left out something before the show we went to mos burger to eat hah

SHI EN bought a LARGE MILK TEA

she sure got bloated wif water le her stomach so big hahax.

den i sae must drink finish hohx because before that i don know she wanna a large

milk tea den i ordered a small one for her den she wanna a big one

den i have to beg the person to change for miie worhx

den the person so angry oPPx..

stupid attitude lox..den i tell shi en must finish it because if never den

veri don know how to phrase it..

hahax..den she reallie finish it within a short period of time den she sae

she just by rinking todae she veri full liaox don wanna eat worhx

i ate a fish burger den jenavie ate the STRAWBERRY ICECREAM

hahax..i don know like veri nice to eat lox..

hahax..i don know bout that den the show starts at 12.30 den i 12.30 sharp go up den by the time i reached there the show start liaox sian diaox..

den shi en sae she tell miie to early come up i don wanna hahax..den missed out alot..

so bad rite haha.x.no la..

ish moi fault

den u know rite last time we see both the shows BUG ME NOT AND RED CANDY

we like booked the whole cinema but when we go in we were shocked worhx so mani ppl

watching sure it is a GOOD SHOW den after the good show we went to

mos again den not long after den we went home i went to make my ez-link card as i lost it

hais my whole wallet was lost in the bus hais..got so mani money inside and also i lurbbe the

wallet alot becuase it is HELLO KITTY
so sad rite..hahax..den i went home straight lox..ya that is all le..i tink i too long winded le pai seh arix.

tml post again bahx when i free lo okies..

___SiGHINg OFf `

---SoAPx `

*daPp^

HAtRed___

yoyoyo..

2005-08-05T03:44:00.000-07:00

hix..just a normal dae todae lets start tokin about my daes lets start wif tuesdae..
i went home straight lo because hais i don know why veri bothered bout the band thingy i don know why got a feeling to go back but the reasons for miie not to step into the band room is reallie do much i realli don know how to forgive myself
hearing bout my section goin to die reallie hurts miie alot
i am not like sae wanna quit den like don care de lo..

i reallie don know why i still care bout band so much lo i kept asking deziree bout the band and stuffs like that
deziree said alot of times le if i reallie don wanna join band le den i should jus hmm...like don asked lo but i reallie don know why i reallie wanna to belong to band
it is reallie veri unbearable lo..that time got one show got one person playing the saxophone
i reallie wanna use the saxophone and play as i reallie missed it lo..
hais sad mii i tink that since i have let mr chew down i have no face to go back and see him liaox le i reallie scared dat he will detest miie everything go against miie and also as i have said i veri
thin de lo the face i cannot being like scolded in front of everyone i will go berserk de...
i missed mY SAXOPHONE..SENIORS OF MY SECTION..JUNIORS..and or course waterbottle

i got about ten reasons for miie not to go back but my mind always wanted miie to go back but my feet just don move...i am useless i let mr chew down...

i don attend balloon hat festival is no because i not free it is that i cannot find the pants i needed lo...as my face veri thick i don wanna sae lo i scared lata they all laugh at miie that is all the reason but i reallie don know how to tell mr chew the reality...

i so scared of him now i missed the daes when he treat miie veri good de lo and also he always like eventhough make fun of miie but i still like treat him veri good de lo..he also treat miie veri good i tink like all the juniors he treat miie the best le don always scold mie de..
i knew i never go to balloon hat is a dissapointment to him i am sorry mr chew
i apologise to u here i don tink i have another chance to face u to sae sorrie le as i don dare..but i sincerely sae sorrie lo i reallie treated u like my father or friend also...

hais i gave my veri best in practicing i tink now it come to no use liaxo..

all my efforts gone down the drain..please...

hais..

i wished i wished i can see you again..

hais todae nia my wallet lOST wtf..i veri not happie lo not in veri good mood lo walau eh not the first time i lost it liaox le..so in order to be on the save side i had better use my old phone first lo reallie lo miieveri the sad lo..hais in side got my ez-link card i jus top up only lehx 10+ dollars lehx den i also buy bus stamp 27.50 dollars and inside got cash 15++ dollars i reallie don know how lo the third time i lost liaox hais and also wad breaks my heart most is my favourite wallet lost le...sad reallie..

i have to be like begger like that go around begging ppl for money lehx reallie veri wad lo i 2nd time like that le lehx..own my friends so much buddist bless miie dat my good luck will come and cuddist bless miie to have so mani goodies friends to lend miie money eventhough veri little money lo but to miie it means alot it mean the trust between us and also the time we together are worth hile liaos le..i sincerely wanna thanks...
XUEWEN,MEILI,JASMINE and PING HUI..thanks i reallie love u guys los...

so shuang kuai i asked le denlend liaox..hahax..den i told my mother bout wad happen i tink she is mad now lo..but sh jus don wanna scold mie tinking of it now makes miie feel like crying lox..sadness and sorrow all in my heart and brain keep recycling WAD SHOULD I DO????

i reallie don know lo..hais nevermind...

lets sae about..
todae as usual go to school lo in the middle of the road lost my WALLLLETTT!!!!
and i have to so pai seh thick face and go up to the bus without paying thanks for so mani ppl help miie lo..hiehie..and todae in the hall dey called out for band members sec 1 and sec 2 but i don know why i jus don feel like goin lo i tink like veri the extra liaxo like i don belong to that big family at all all the juniors like dn care bout miie liaxo that is real sad lo..feel like CRYING

nevermind den i went to class den i don know why reallie veri tired i went to sleep den sorrie mrs leong i let u down i slept in your class niax..but i don know why i jus fell asleep hais hais.. den that is all le lox..thanks to all my friends worhx nice to know you all..
i need to go le okies tml post again if POSSIBLE..

i stil tinking whether to go to band mahx but most proberbly id a yesh bahs okies le byesx22

muackiess to all my friends buddist bless..
and thanks..
F R I E N D S [4] E V E R
___soApX...
*daPp^

scary ReAlLie OmGiE..

2005-08-01T02:12:00.000-07:00

Todae i and shi en went to watch a movie nia..

and u know wad happen anot..the cinema is like we all booked it le lox..

somemore we watch de ish not a comedy show it is a ghost show it is named as __red candy `

hmm..guess wad the show was so nice it is saying that the phone would ring and u will

see yourself calling yourself and the ghost rite have the ability to foretell

when u are goin to die and the phone will ring three daes lata u will die

but u know wad actually is not the gal can foretell it is just that she was the one

who did it de lo that is why lo..hais sian diao..

in the end the four of them died lo..

so sad rite i see until so scared i wished that he was there for miie but he was not lo..

should i give up on him anot reallie cannot stand it liao le lo..

i reallie wished that i hadn't know him at all and all this things will never happen lo

all the misunderstanding within a period of time between

miie and ee wen

and jorrie and the band..and stuffs like that..

i am also a gal lo i have feelings the dae u tell miie we are impossible it reallie makes miie sad and reallie don know why my heart felt so numb so and reallie my sister tell miie don cry affect my mood le see wad things also veri moody lo..don know why todae is the eighth month le sian diao goin

to like another boi le..i know the glassbottle will not break wif u de i know..

but i don care i will never bother bout her anymore le..becuase not i veri bad but i jus cannot take it lo.

hais sian diao la..don wanna sae le..

lets sae bout the show again the show is reallie veri nice lo but must jio more ppl go

den nicer to watch lo and also the movie don watch in the afetrnooon

no ppl de no ppl see de..hais only us so scary we don even dare to go into the cinema room sia den the manager thanks hoh for bringing us go in lo..

thanks..den afetr the show we went to outside rite den got the sunlight our eyes so pain..

hais den we jus sit home and rest le..

i tink that is all le ok byesxbyex2.

___SoApx.. `

*daPp^

1 august 2005

hais sad la..hatred..sick miie

2005-07-29T07:38:00.001-07:00

Sick le..sick le..i now having a bad sore throat and flu..hais miie veri sad..

quarreled wif my friend hais reallie don wished to de lobut things happen alot todae..lets tok from

thrusdae..i had my napfa...test omg first time in history i got 30 sit ups..

hahas..clap hands for miie..

hiehie..

den it was like a veri tiring dae lox..

my friends got alot sell ice cream todae..

alot of ppl sae i make spoil the trolley lo..

but i reallie have no idea bout that lox..

hais maybe i reallie got make spoil but it is jus that i don know bahs..i tink i wont sell anymore le..lata all the trolley i make spoil sad le.lahx..

..hmm..now at this moments still thinking of him niax..

i reallie have no confidence in telling him i like u this threewords lox..

i have always been wanting to tell u how much i still love u lox..but i jus don wanna be the third party lo

but i reallie cannot stop myself fro liking u lox..

i tell my friends i don like u but whenever i see u wif glassbotle my heart breaks u know

that..that time we run i merely played wif u den u sae i __freak ` u know

how sad i am anot..u are the first person who i care most about your speaking of language to miie

i reallie don know wad to sae liaox.. le..totally disappointed wif your actions and

all that i reallie hope that one dae u will realise how important u are to miie i haven been giveing up on u till now..so long liaox..

u wan miie to tell u personally ixit..i fell out wif alot of seniors becox of u u knowx..

hais

den yesterdae i had reallie a bad dae yesterdae was band dae..

and i jump into the oil myself niax..

after napfa..i told meili that i wanna go home wif her afetr the gals brigade parade den i jus waited at there silently for her..

den claudya saw miie and wanted to tok to miie..

but i sae i don wanna tok to her but afetr a while she went to thew band room and told the seniors that they saw miie niax.. den they crowded

all around miie geena was not feeling well that time

but all the seniors i can feel that they sincerely wanna miie to go back but i just cant forgive my self

for all my wrong deeds..i don wanna take and forgive myself thinking that nothing had happended

i cannot so thick face go to band room thinking that notin had happend..

sorrie to all my seniors..lox.i am a total let down..so don bother to look for miie le..

i know u all do all this for my benefits and sorrie bout all the scoldings u all had..hard time on u all le..tell you all..once my name is out a few more months only time will heal everything de..

trust miie

so jus let miie go and let miie face the consiquences myself...

hais..haisx..

i don know wad u all will feel afetr seeing this post but i hope u all will understand miiie lox..

i don wanna peoples eyes to stare at miie i don wanna my juniors to disrespect miie lox.

like chong long..i know he tried hard to listen to miie

but i also had a hard time teaching him i am realli veri tired le..all the things

i don wanna in band u all wanna miie to do why can't jia yi do it..she is a commited person lox..will do the band good de..trust miie

hmmx..don sae le bahs..lets sae bout todae..i saw wei sheng when i was goin out of the school he looked at miie den i just ran off.. lox..like as usual u knowx..hahax..

den hmmx..i tink notn le..bahs plaed computer the whole dae..and notin esle le..lox..

i think i have to sleep le..lax..need some resting..thanks to adrian for smsing wif miie worhs..hehe..

hais sad la..hatred..sick miie

2005-07-29T07:38:00.000-07:00

Sick le..sick le..i now having a bad sore throat and flu..hais miie veri sad..

quarreled wif my friend hais reallie don wished to de lobut things happen alot todae..lets tok from

thrusdae..i had my napfa...test omg first time in history i got 30 sit ups..

hahas..clap hands for miie..

hiehie..

den it was like a veri tiring dae lox..

my friends got alot sell ice cream todae..

and bendalene and alot of ppl sae i make spoil the trolley lo..

but i reallie have no idea bout that lox..

hais maybe i reallie got make spoil but it is jus that i don know bahs..i tink i wont sell anymore le..lata all the trolley i make spoil sad le.lahx..

..hmm..now at this moments still thinking of him niax..

i reallie have no confidence in telling him i like u this threewords lox..

i have always been wanting to tell u how much i still love u lox..but i jus don wanna be the third party lo

but i reallie cannot stop myself fro liking u lox..

i tell my friends i don like u but whenever i see u wif glassbotle my heart breaks u know

that..ythat time we run i merely played wif u den u sae i __freak ` u know

how sad i am anot..u are the first person who i care most about your speaking of language to miie

i reallie don know wad to sae liaox.. le..totally disappointed wif your actions and

all that i reallie hope that one dae u will realise how important u are to miie i haven been giveing up on u till now..so long liaox..

u wan miie to tell u personally ixit..i fell out wif alot of seniors becox of u u knowx..

hais

den yesterdae i had reallie a bad dae yesterdae was band dae..

and i jump into the oil myself niax..

afetr napfa..i told meili that i wanna go home wif her afetr the gals brigade parade den i jus waited at there silently for her..

den claudya saw miie and wanted to tok to miie..

but i sae i don wanna tok to her but afetr a while she went to thew band room and told the seniors that they saw miie niax.. den they croweded

all around miie geena was not feeling well that time

but all the seniors i can feel that they sincerely wanna miie to go back but i just cant forgive my self

for all my worng deeds..i don wanna take and forgive myself thinking that nothing had happended

i cannot so thick face go to band room thinking that notin had happend..

sorrie to all my seniors..lox.i am a total let down..so don bother to look for miie le..

i know u all do all this for my benefits and sorrie bout all the scoldings u all had..hard time on u all le..tell you all..once my name is out a few more months only time will heal everything de..

trust miie

so jus let miie go and let miie face the consiquences myself...

hais..haisx..

i don know wad u all will feel afetr seeing this post but i hope u all will understand miiie lox..

i don wanna peoples eyes to stare at miie i don wanna my juniors to disrespect miie lox.

like chong long..i know he tried hard to listen to miie

but i also had a hard time teaching him i am realli veri tired le..all the things

i don wanna in band u all wanna miie to do why can't jia yi do it..she is a commited person lox..will do the band good de..trust miie

hmmx..don sae le bahs..lets sae bout todae..i saw wei sheng when i was goin out of the school he looked at miie den i just ran off.. lox..like as usual u knowx..hahax..

den hmmx..i tink notn le..bahs plaed computer the whole dae..and notin esle le..lox..

i think i have to sleep le..lax..need some resting..thanks to adrian for smsing wif miie worhs..hehe..

SoWiess..so looNg no POstinNg..worhxx..

2005-07-23T09:28:00.000-07:00

Heyy yox..haiss

todaee i heard of two of my friends go sell ice cream i also wanna go de

but my mother don allow jus becox of that time i go put $20+dollars

and only get back $6++

hais i don know lax..but i sense

that if i could work i surely can buy the handphone i wanna de..

but i reallie have no idea why she don let miie go lox..

sad le lax..

but i don care i sure go de lo no mattar wad thing of lies i goin to use..hahax..

miie veri the naughty rite hiehie..

orhx..todae whole dae veri the sian lox..sleep and eat until like a pIG le..

hahax..

lets start tok on mondae onwards..i went to school and that i had a veri bad dae jia yi go

and snatch my bag and i use the dictionary to let her off my bag but she just wont i was

like so damn angry den i jus walk off without my bag

and it is like in the middle of the road and also it is raining u know i got myself all wet like the wet chicken.

den the next dae as usual u i went to school but u know wad jia yi never

come to school and she told xue wen that i scratch her hand until she bleed le

please lo don anyhow sae ppl always think i bully u

u think for urself lox sometimes i scold u got reason de i don anyhow scold ppl

i don wanna go for band is my buiness why u wanna do this i asked u..

if xue wen hadnt tell miie that u always back stab miie

until now i would stil treat u like a veri good friends i trusted u and this is wad i gain

wad the hell of should i sae shit is this

u always back stab miie not happie wif miie tell miie lax..hais..forget it..nevermind

but i am not goin to forgive u unless u sae sorrie to miie lox..

because it is not my fault at all okx..

den on wednesdae..i went to school notin much happen loxx veri worried bout lata

within the one and 45 mins wad should i do..

before my piano lesson den i yesterdae nite already tell meili to accompany miie

to sun plaza for the period den in the end she sae she not free i don know wad happen ok

nvm den i went around to look for friends to eat woif miie..

i went to look for shi mei she so good accompany miie until so lata..hahax..den she went

for her guitar lesson while i went to shalene there to tok until veri late le

den she even though never pei miie to sun plaza but she already veri good le pei miie until so long..

den meili and york ling came to the canteen den i saw her den i called her she met jian de on the way

and went to sun plaza pei miie..

den i reach there den they go off themselves afetr the piano lesson i went home le..

on thursdae as usual schooling but i was late this is the third time le

one more time detention le lox..

hais no choice my house so far from school lox..so bo bianx..

den afetr school i met sisi to junction 8..sisi ..

neevr look at the mrt jus went le..luckily i see if not we miss lex..hahax..she so cute rite..

we go to take neo prints..and did alot of things i and her can communicate veri weelll

lox..den around 6+ den we go home together..

den yesterdae i went to school afetr that straight home because i veri the tired le max..hahax..

ya that is all lex..

ok..byesx2..

___soApx..

*daPp^

24-07-2005

hei yass.. sadddiee miie

2005-07-01T08:43:00.000-07:00

HAlloX..haa..

miie herre too posst liaox lee. lo..

haha..i juss make this blog untill like

modified and learned how to put thosse thingys up de worhx..

hiehie..

ya..lett miie start about by one monndayy

onn mondayy%

i wass goiin to school foor the firsst dayy aftter thhe lonng week ennd lox.

hiehie wass reallie nott use to it att first de..

buut still have to studdy ma

den got noo lifeerun

hiehie

so dammn happie liaox le..lox..

andd den gott bannd buut neverminnd go becausse i groow rashess ma

i doon knnow iff theyy believe anoot

denn on tuesdaae..

goot school agaain andd onnt thiis daee i fellt so tiredd that i slept in the bus

haha

lucky miie never miis the stop men hahax if noot will be in deep shit lle.

denn went to class hais don know why the mathss teacher brinng one guest to see us

teach lesson lo..den we act untill like veri the guaii..

buut otherr lessons so gusiix no way%

denn i wennt homme

before thatt i wentt to meet mei lii so thatt we cann go homme together ma

okk..noww on wednessdae..i was all alonee..luckily got mei li

pei miie go to yanaha school to learnn piano lox

thankss meilii..good pal arixx u..hiehie..

denn i wentt homww sitting taxii..

den now lets tok about this weeks

onee of the daes mosst unlucky de..thurrdaes

i wentt o school i was latee den nevermind..i catch upp in timee to

go for assembly butt when they all are tokkin untill so funny rite

den i laugh untill so loud that mr rajj caught miie and asked miie to sit in the miiddle

of thhe parade squaree

luckliy is att the back siax..so scared and terrified becausee he noot the first timme

caught miie liaxo le..x

den after schhool got bandd i actually wanna go de butt suddenly

stomacch pain lehx u know..

den i sae to jorrie that i cannot go to band my mother/tell miie go too see a doc

as i have hadd this pain for more den three weeks le lehx..den u

guess wad mr chew sae he will call otthers ppl

to go to ourr sectionn ahiss

i know wad he mean he meants that he wanna replace miie ma then i tell miie

motherrs shee sae fine if it is like thatx

den fine don joinn liaox don see their face she like that sae

tthen jorrie sae the taggies that is in deziree de blog is

i tag de pleasee lo the ip addresses always changes de

if u the same time as the person tag ur ip add will be the same except some changes de lox..

why only suspect miie huhx..

jus because i always at sec 1 that time kepp saying ppls bad thingys

NO way i am goin to adnmit de..

so maligh mie my mother sae de

don ever admitt if it is not yourr fault ..

ya i agree even if u all got edvidence also cannot sae miie de. lo

all the coms ip address changes even i also don know who is who arix..

u will know haix..

nevermind den comes someone de thingy she sae i sae bad thingys bout her den wanna settle wif miie

i don know wad to do i think i am goin to sae sorrie to her lox..

hais i don knoww den i wentt to see doc

the doc gavee miie a mc.. den give miie pills i got a slight fever lox..

hahax..miie veri heng no need go to school..

ok letss tok about todae i went to fetch my elder sister fromm school on the way met alot of maids suddenly tot of my maid she wannted a handphone and asked my mother this morning u know my mother

jus gave her the handphone..

omg

my mother is so kind lo u know the handphone dat gave her is 3200__

oh men my first handphone is not even this lehx..siaox..**..

haisx..i jus felt that nowadaes the maid all veri blessed

like u cannot sae her lata she treat u badly make u puke by doin others thingys in your food or wad..

hais our life is like at stake lo..

i don knoow..la..i jus wanna be alone everything will be jus foine afetr settling

everything on tuesdae..

gtg k byesxbyesx..

____MillkY+LuRbbE-

*daPp`^

sorriee,,neber tag liaox..

2005-06-20T00:51:00.000-07:00

sorrie so long neber tag liaox...le miie veri de lei ma..so sorrie..

ya..i now at my ah yi de house..yesterdae was her wedding u know..

so grand men...so nice i am at the reception work help to tell ppl to sigh

their name at the paper..so lei..until my mouth got so thirsy..

but nebermind de..becox..she is my ah yi wad..

treat miie so good de...

ya todae neber go for band..don know leix..as becox i now at pasir ris how to go rite..den shit..men..my handphone i forgot to bring along haha..

haha..it ish alrite la...to miie

and also...i think i got notin to rite..le..

ya..my homeworkx haven do finish..

7 more daes and school will reopen le..

come on tag my board so little ppl tag le...

so sad men..come on..haha..

kk..i think i end here le kk..byesx.2

HiHiX..HahA.>so loNg NEVEr Tag LE So Bu Hao Yi Si

2005-05-21T22:49:00.000-07:00

YoYoYo..LoNg TiMe NEVErmIND TAg LIao LE Veri Bao QiAn lo..

IT Is BEcUAse i LaZY To TaG LoX..

ok Let mIIE SaE WaD HapPEn..We HAVe Had FiNsh OuR ExAms Le AfTEr So LoNg de TiMe We Stuy so HarD..LEhX..

i Pas my SuBJeCtS So HapPIE..

I then oN ThAt DaY MY MOTher WenT To bUy alOT Of ThiNGs For MIIE Got A 30 PlUs DoLlArS De coNvErSe ShIt..SaMuEl And KeViN de T-ShIRt At 18 DoLlArs...

And AlOT We WenT To HOTel To Eat At MarDariNe hoTel i EaT The chickEn riCE Woox..ShiOk Lo.. And Also VEri ExPensiVe De It Is At 20 PlUs DoLLarS LehX..

oN pLAtE Of chiCkEn RiCe..

So DAmN FuLl .

Den wenT To suNtec CiTy To PRay The BUddHA De

As mOnDay IS VeSak Day LE Ma..

i Help The BuDdHA BaTHE LoX..

Haha..

WiSheD IT WiL BRiNg MIIE GoOD LUCk

LoLx..

So SuPErSTiTiOus

BUT THIs KiNDa OF ThINgs reAlLIe VEri DIffIcuLt To Say De Ma Rite Haha..

den BEfORe ThAt AFEtr EXmas ThAt moNDay

The NEXt day i WenT For a Camp LEhX..The SpORtS MAnIA CamP IT WAs

So NIce MEn..

Got AiR CoND De LoCkEr and Also no neeD To FiGht Wif Them Fro The TOiLEt De As It WaS FiVE PpL uSiNG The Smae TIoLet In oNE RoOm thEre IS FiVE Ppl oNLy I SlEep

BelOw The Air CoND LEhX..

so ShIok And Also We Can ReST And ThE DinIng HAll Got AiR CoNd Also De The FoOD So nIce..I NEVEr ReGReTEd Gin ThEre LoX..

Haha loLs..

All OF Us I SupPoSe EnJoYEd The Camp stRaigHT AfTEr We Go BAck SchOl oN ThrUSDay

We WenT For Camp It Was LiKE AlReady Eri TiRed Le Them STiLl NeeD To Go

Ok ThAt is NEvEmriND De BUt U KnOw SoMEthING My VoICe The sxoPHoNe SoUnD SuCkS LiKE HELL OmG..

i Feel iKE CryInG liAo LE LoX..

aftEr So mani MONthS OF HarDwork to produCe The GoOd SoUNd Den WithIN

SucH a ShORt TIme iT WaS GonnA..

OUR conDUCTEr Also Say He WAn To QuIT ForM The SchOolS Band SaD AriX..

Den THE NExT day We WenT To SchOol For sChOoLINg lOX Den ThEy Call Us OuT nd ToK To US AbOUT The LunCh ThiNgy That OuR conDuCtYEr

HAd OffErEd us

Den HeRe coMES sAtUrDay Liaox.lE

We HAd BAND AnD AlSO SoMEthNg I Am SaD ABOUt IS ThAt I Am USiNG My ThRoAt To BlOw So DamN PaiN mEn.

i Am ThINkINg WHen The Hack Can I ReGAin My SoUNd Den I saW The WaTErBoTtLE.

An Also My Voice IS LiKE AlrEady Got SoRe ThRoAt AfTEr The CAmP BEcUASe

i kEpT On shoRtiNg MA..

Den StiLl UsE ThRoAt to BloW Den Veri PAin I cAnNOT EvEn ToK

I HOpE waTErBOTtlE CoUlD See ThIS And

Den ThIs IS NoW THe OnLy Way I can TEll HiM AcTuAllY Wad happEn lo..

jUSt To Say No MAttAr Wad HE IShAlWays My FaVOrtiE

loVe Him alOT De LoX..

MAyBE THiS YEar HE WiLl OnlY Be The OnE I lOve LOx..Haha lolx..

ok i ThInk VEri lONg -WiNDeD LE loX..

I gtg le..NExT MoNTh Den pOst again DePEnDs..I Free AnoT As HoLiDaEs Are cominG

WiSheD All mY FriNEds HAppIE And EvEr AfTEr Kk..

all The BEst..

SinCeRe ReGArds From **--//*DapHNE*//--**

HAix A SaD Day..

2005-04-27T07:51:00.000-07:00

NoTiN MuCh to pOiNt OUt LoX..

BuT NoW Then i knOw THAt In thIs clAss The PoSiTiON In THEir MINd IS LIKe so lItttlE ONy..

I So CalLEd TrY To be NIce To Them bUT In The End i GEt LiKE ThIs Lox..

I ReAllIe SiNCeReLY WanTeD To be TheiR FrIEnd loX..

BuT ThEy jUSt liKE HArD CaRe BOUt MiIE LoX..SaD Lo..

I ReAlLIE DoN KNOw waD To Saay Le..

And Als tODay Kana BEaTtEn bY The OLd OLd GrAnDMOTher BEcUAse OF MiNoR thINgs LiKE I doN wanT to WasH The BoWl

WaD ISh ThIS Men!!!

The Maid Ish lIKe CoME HErE Eat Free TakE The SAlarY For Free EveryThING FrEe She THINk

The Maid CoME HErE To FashIoN ISiT

StUpID NErDY MiNDeD

So mErD UNtiL I DoN KNow wAd To Say Lo And Also NowaDaYs The BOGSkINs Keep uNDer MaiNTenAnCe Den CannOT

DoWnLoAd So SiAnX..

HAVE To keeP GoIN iN Den iF NOt It Ish lIKE A WhIlkE Den it Wil SaY UNder MaiNteNanCe..

Today SoemONe ScoLDeD mY Class De PpL Lo>.BEcAuse OF MiIE..

But acTualLY Rite U shOuLD KnOw Lo Is Not I Rite De BuT The WHoLE Class

LiKE DoN BEliEve MIIE LiKE that lo VEri DiSbElIeVE In Miie Lo..

DiSsapOiNTeD Lox..

I KNOW they SURelY wanNA coME see My blOG De Lo But SoMethINg That

My coNScIoUS IS cleAr IT IHS UP To Them to BELIEve In iT AnOT..

i doN KnOW waD To Say UnLEss They ReAlLIE SiNCeRely WanNA Be My FrIEnd Den ok lo If DoN

WanT DeN NEVErmIND lo ForCINg ISh NoT a GoOD way To SoLVE MAttAr De Lo..

AnYWhErE I Won'T Die WiThOUt FrIEnds De..

I Have MY Own lIfe EVEn If My FrIEnds Die LE Also NEVErmiND..

BEcAuse u CAn'T PossibLy BEcUAse YoUR FrIEnd die Den u Go AccOmPAnY Him or HEr Go Die Rtie..StuPId..

ToDay i WenT To SuNpLaza Saw STEVEn And QixiN Lo DoN kNOw DoIn WaD But OnE Ish In The

LiBrArY oNE At OutSide BEaRy And FriEnds..

i Saw ThRee SayIng AboUt theiR MAttArs De Hahax..

I TMl WiLl HAve A HArd DaY iN SchOOl De Lox..

BEcAuSe AlL Of Them LiKE KEep SiDINg Karen LOx..

Ish nOt I WanT To Say Sorrie To HEr BEcAuSe I KnOW I did SomeThiNg wroNG

But It ISh A ReAsoN That..I FeLT So Bad whEn I See HEr Cry AfTEr SeeiNg HEr BlOg BEcAuse She ReAll

SiNceReLY WanNA BE MY FriEnd De LoX..

And Also She TReatEd MiIE So GoOD I Can"tpoSsibly..

Just TreAt HEr lIKE Tat Rite...

i mIGht Have WornG AboUt the MESsage De mattAr But U Must knOW Lox..

The MESsagE Rite UNTiL LiKe Tat I Sure DoN htiNk So MUch De MA..Rite..So ThiS Mattar AlOt oF PPl Got FauLt Lo iNcLuDiNg MiIE MYselF MoSt At FauLT For Not KNOwinG the MESsage

IF NOt all ThIS wiL NOt HappEn LE Lox..

And Also Today I wenT To AlOT OF PlacEs.

Got DnT RuN HErE RuN TheRe And Also ToDay got GrEen oLyMPiAd..

DeZiRee And YoNGXiN ISh At The ReCePtIOn thErE U KnOw..

So smArt lOokINg..

So PreTty and CuTE In The Est And The Tie...

WahAha...

And Also AleX LUAgH At MiIE BEcUAse YoNgXiN And DeZiRee WeNT To TakE ThEir TiE den mRs CheW TeL Us MUst Look AfTEr The BoOth CanNOT LeAve The PlacE Den TheY No choIce BuT To TelL MiIe LoOk AFEtr WhEn I LooK afTEr ALEx CamE OUt OF The BAnd RoOm AnD LuagH bUT AcTuAlLY I See HIs FacE LiKE WanT Laugh Den I lAuGh De Den AsKEd HIM why HE

LAuGh hE Say PEople

See BooTh u At TheRe DriNK WaTEr..

haha..

TmL ISh His BIrtHDay OrhX Wished HiM HappIE And Also ToDaE iSh ClAudyA De BirtHDay SorriE For The Not KnOWiNG OF That Our Ex-Band MagEr WahAha..

She StiLl Have To PErFoRm ToDay So PiTy On Her BEcUAse OF BAnd Seh Have To SaCriFiCE The TiME EvEn ThOUgh She Can DoN CaRe ABoUt the Band De BEcAuse ShE Has AlreAdy StEp down le..

k k I ThINk TatIsh AboUt all LE K k BUaixBUAxi..

//*-_DaPpHNEe_-*//

YuPpIE...Ole OLE OLe Ole...

2005-04-14T07:06:00.001-07:00

ReAlLIe VEri lONG NEVEr Tag LIAox U KnOw waD Our BAnd Got GoLD HAha..

AdTEr pUttINg In So MuCh EffORT and Time GoinG thORugh So ManI thiNGs nd ObTaClEs

We MAde IT Even thOuGh We Did NoT GEt GoLd wid HoNouR But we Did Our Best LE..

ReSuLtS arE NOt ImPortAnT IT Is MOSt iMpORtAnT ThAt THe ThINGs We Had GoNE ThORugH and The ThINgs We Had LEaRnt In BAnd WahAha..

And ToDae ISh YisHun ToWn SeC ScHOOl De BAnd PErFOrm On The SYF..TheY got SlIVEr Even ThOUGh

ThEy Got SlIVer But TheiR EffoRt Put IN Ish Also AlOt so DoN BE UnHApPy JuSt Do yoUR BEst

Can LE DoN CarE WaD OTherS SaE HAha..

OH YA..Haha... Erm.>StiLl Got WaD To SaEr Oh YA JUst To Sae thAt I VEri Fast WiLl NOt LiKE The

WatErBOTtLE Liaox Lo..

U KnOw wHY BEcAuse He ISh NOt WorthY OF My loVe At All..

I So SaD EvenTHOUGh UnBEaRAbLE BUt I HAve To do theSe..

sAd ArtIX..

And Also YEsTErDAe SoMEoNE CalLEd US and telL US NoT TobE FrIEnds Wid The St...._ AnYmOR I

DoN kNOw whY LO..Her SisTEr SaE De lo...

But I wilL Just Do IT De Lo BECAuse I thINk SomeThing MayBE HApPEned thAt MaDe The SomeoNe- TelL US To Do TheSe IF NOt She WiLL

Not TelL Us To Do ThesE WithOUt anY ReAsoN De Rite..

And Also I ToDaE AfTEr wid MeiLi Go HomE and Met wif SOme TroUbles But Veri miNOr De La NOtHING GreAt DeaL AbOUt Lo BUt i JUst knOw thAt AfTEr Tat We WenT HoME ToGEtHEr

AcTuAlLY I Was SuPpoSeD To Go to MeiLI de HoUse Do PRoJeCt De BUt HOhx

Her MOtHEr DoN LEt BUt ReAlLIe NOt FAiR Lo...

HEr BRothEr De frIEnd Can Go to the HoUSe and Use coM i CanNOt waD ISh ThIs Man..HAha..

NevermINd reLax...

i thINk i Got NoTiN To SAe Le

NoWaDaEs AlSo VEri Sianx To Update The BlOG So SorriE HoHx O those ReAdErs OF My BlOG BUt PleaSe HelP MiIe tAG MOre LEhX VEri SIAns No ImpRoVemEnt In mY TaggIE..

ThanKX AlOt And If U helP MIie Tag i will Also HElP uTag de..

MayBE goIn To ClOSe doWn ThesE BlOggIE SoOn LE BEcAUse MORe And More Sianx..

DoN KNWO whY So We UpDate MROe InForMATiON To u All

WaIt For My NExT TaggIe...k buaix...

YuPpIE...Ole OLE OLe Ole...

2005-04-14T07:06:00.000-07:00

ReAlLIe VEri lONG NEVEr Tag LIAox U KnOw waD Our BAnd Got GoLD HAha..

AdTEr pUttINg In So MuCh EffORT and Time GoinG thORugh So ManI thiNGs nd ObTaClEs

We MAde IT Even thOuGh We Did NoT GEt GoLd wid HoNouR But we Did Our Best LE..

ReSuLtS arE NOt ImPortAnT IT Is MOSt iMpORtAnT ThAt THe ThINGs We Had GoNE ThORugH and The ThINgs We Had LEaRnt In BAnd WahAha..

And ToDae ISh YisHun ToWn SeC ScHOOl De BAnd PErFOrm On The SYF..TheY got SlIVEr Even ThOUGh

ThEy Got SlIVer But TheiR EffoRt Put IN Ish Also AlOt so DoN BE UnHApPy JuSt Do yoUR BEst

Can LE DoN CarE WaD OTherS SaE HAha..

OH YA..Haha... Erm.>StiLl Got WaD To SaEr Oh YA JUst To Sae thAt I VEri Fast WiLl NOt LiKE The

WatErBOTtLE Liaox Lo..

U KnOw wHY BEcAuse He ISh NOt WorthY OF My loVe At All..

I So SaD EvenTHOUGh UnBEaRAbLE BUt I HAve To do theSe..

sAd ArtIX..

And Also YEsTErDAe SoMEoNE CalLEd US and telL US NoT TobE FrIEnds Wid The St...._ AnYmOR I

DoN kNOw whY LO..Her SisTEr SaE De lo...

But I wilL Just Do IT De Lo BECAuse I thINk SomeThing MayBE HApPEned thAt MaDe The SomeoNe- TelL US To Do TheSe IF NOt She WiLL

Not TelL Us To Do ThesE WithOUt anY ReAsoN De Rite..

And Also I ToDaE AfTEr wid MeiLi Go HomE and Met wif SOme TroUbles But Veri miNOr De La NOtHING GreAt DeaL AbOUt Lo BUt i JUst knOw thAt AfTEr Tat We WenT HoME ToGEtHEr

AcTuAlLY I Was SuPpoSeD To Go to MeiLI de HoUse Do PRoJeCt De BUt HOhx

Her MOtHEr DoN LEt BUt ReAlLIe NOt FAiR Lo...

HEr BRothEr De frIEnd Can Go to the HoUSe and Use coM i CanNOt waD ISh ThIs Man..HAha..

NevermINd reLax...

i thINk i Got NoTiN To SAe Le

NoWaDaEs AlSo VEri Sianx To Update The BlOG So SorriE HoHx O those ReAdErs OF My BlOG BUt PleaSe HelP MiIe tAG MOre LEhX VEri SIAns No ImpRoVemEnt In mY TaggIE..

ThanKX AlOt And If U helP MIie Tag i will Also HElP uTag de..

MayBE goIn To ClOSe doWn ThesE BlOggIE SoOn LE BEcAUse MORe And More Sianx..

DoN KNWO whY So We UpDate MROe InForMATiON To u All

WaIt For My NExT TaggIe...k buaix...

hihix...

2005-03-31T17:08:00.000-08:00

ArGHHh....mIiE SiCk To Day WaD ThE HAcK canNOt Go To SpEeCh daYa CTualLY

i YESTErDAy SaE I WanT To SiCk And DoN CoME OmG i DoN ExPEcT

LEt MiIE SaY CORrEctLY

OMg...PuI**

i ReAllIe Now VErI TiReD LEHX Don kNOw WaD ThEy DOIN NWO WisHEd TheM A SuCcEsSfUl oNE

I TiNk deY MiGht ThInk TAt i lIe To Them bUT SoRrIE Lo

U all WanT BELIEVE DeN BeLiEvE Don waN I Also CanNO Do AnYthINg

HaiX....

i HAte IT..

The FeElING OF BEiNg SiCk IS So TerRIbLE

HiAx DoN kNWO At HoME NoW Doin WaD....

I JUst SuRf The NEt lo EarLY MorNiNg Did NoT GeT To slEep CannOt SlEep...

ReALLIe CanNot...

i reAlLIe Wan Go And Join Dem VEri Fun lehX And Also ToDaE iS The FiRst TiME I go lo...WaD A WaTSe

i nOW JUSt WiSheD ThAt SemBWINds Wil Get GoLD Wif HoNoUr...

EvEn If MiSs ShARoN MiGht DoN LEt mIIE Go But NEVErmINd I Wil

Be Wif u All de...

i ReAllIE VEri ScArEd That i CanNOT Go FoR SyF

HaiX So lONg NEvErmIND Tag LiAox...Veri SiAnX....

I reAlLIE VEri VEri SianX toDaE DoN KNWo Can do WaD LEhX...

TeLl SoemThINg TAt HAPPEn YEstErDAe

u KnOw RitE My SeCTiOn De ppl DurINg The BAdn TiMe RtiE We WenT BoNkErS LE

HAha EVEn YuEYiNg also pLAy Wif Us U KnOW ma...

hAha..

yUEYiNg They toOK mY HandPhoNE And WeNT To ToIlEt To waTCh The ShOw That WAs ReCOReDe

In my HAnDPHoNEAbOUt SoNgErn BlAh Blah De..

Den They CamE BAck lAuGhinG NOn-StOp MEn..

i AskEd Them WHy DeY kEep LAuGhiNg Den They juSt Sae Wad hapPEn In The ShOW AbOUt SoNGern

De Den i JuSt AnGRy And ToOk BaCk my PhoNE LEhX..

i CriEd AlloF Them ToT WaD BEcuse the SoiNG VEri ToUchiNG PUI**
Den The TiGErrEss..

ScOLd MiIE TeLl mIIe To Stop The NonsenSe plEase LA..

Don BE So BiAsEd To ThE seNioRs lO Hohx...i waRn U U VEri The WaD Lo ThIs feW DaEs...

SoMETiMes See ThiNGs CaReFulLy BefORe U OPEn yoUR StuPid MoUTh hoHX..

HAiX RelAx..Den AfETr Tta YuEyiNG dey All CoME CoNSoLE miie lo hAhax...

DeY Keep PatTiNG On My Bag...

I TinK i DoN LiKe HiM LiAox..DoN KNow whY i WiSheD To coNtinuE LiKE HiM de But HAix i ReAllIE canNOt BriNg mYSeLf To Do Tat lo

BUT At LEast i KnoW Tat I Am loyal To him Can LE...

Haha

lolx...DeN Mr maRsEe oUR CoNDUcTr CoMe To ThIS SoNg *FrEnESi...*

Got SolO U KnOW den MR mArSeE TelL Mie to plAy LuCkIly i LearNEd BEfROE loX...

Den Don kNOw WhY EArly MorNIng soMEthING HaPpEnEd loX...I don Wihed To saY AnYmORe

lE...

And Also The STuPiD BeTRaNd He THink He waD HuHx..StupiD..

DoN THIn U Got StEaD VEri GOOD Hohx YTAt MEanS U Can Call mIIE ShUT Up So MAni Ppl ToK

U doN SaE ThEm SaE mIIe

WaD The HACk...PuI**
U TiNk u WaD OnLy A SeNiOR Wad No poSt Also...WaD The Hack...LOlx..

U TeLl U HoHX NExT TiME IF ThIs HApPEn AgAin u DoN BlAme MiIE ScOLd U back worDs And DeTEst AgAinTS U hohX OKAy...

And let mIIE Hate U FOREvEr u ThInK yoURselF..La..ArGhHHx..

Use Your StUpid BrainS...U MakE miIE so AnGRy lIAox LE Lo...

ThOIS Is Not The fiRst TiME LE LoX... HAix I DoN WanNA SaE le...

I GtG Le K BUaiBUAix.....

---*//* DaPhNE *//*---

yox...

2005-03-23T00:28:00.000-08:00

YoX..WaD Is up...

haha

todae damn happIE U knOw WaD i WenT For The PIAnO lEsSon And i knOW The PIEcE HOw To plAy.. LE..

And AlsO I ReALLi VEri HaPpIE BEcAuse ToDaE Got RaIn i lIKE RaInIng DaEs De Lo DoN KNwo WHY LEhX..

I JUst gOT To liKW ThE WaTErBoTtLE ONLY My ClaSs De Ppl KnOW who ISh TAt wahAh..

But The PErSoN DoN kNWO wHo ISh TAt Lo WahAh...

NeVErmIND..

NOw TAt I HAv AlrEaDy BE ClOse To Band MEmEbrS AnD Also The BoND IShh BACKKK...

FrOm YesTErDae i HAve To EaRly SleeP EaRly WakE For BAnd..

I HAve To MAke SaCrIfIcEs Fore BAnd HAix

I EaRly MorNInG NEeD To Go BAnd PraCtICe Fro SiNGapORe YoUTh FeSTiVAl VEri TiRiNG

But I TiNK I WiL BE USeD To IT De ReAllI eVEri Fun De Lo..

Time FLIEs And NEvEr WiLl It BE BAcK AgAin Lo..

WiShed Tat I Can BE LiKE LAsT Time so CheeRfUL

And NoT LiKE Now I JUst FeEl TAt thIs IS NOT My UsaL SelF...

I LiKE KEep lIkIng To See Ppl De FaCEs And Also VEri hOT-TEmPErEd ThIs FeW DaEs

DoN KNWO whY.

SoRrIE To ThOse PpL whO Kana ScOlDING FrOM MIiE I JUst FeEl VEri StrEss

I HAve To BE MAd To LEt Out MY strEs lo..WahAH...

I GtG LE K Byexs

wahaha...

2005-03-19T08:41:00.000-08:00

HaiX ReAlLi Veri The SianX Lo...

ok I realli don know wad happen to the shift key i cannot touch at al lehx hahax...

nevermind haix time realli flies lo so fast goin to school reopen liaox le lehx hahax..

i don know why i don bare to leave house now hahax.

i went to malaysia u know three daes two nites so long never

touch my baobei-saxophone le..

realli miss *her alot* lo...

i like never touch her will die liaox le hahax...

i wished that time can slow down u know because school reopen den got alot alot of stress le lo...

stress stress stress..!!!

i alrealli make up my mind not to like anyone now le lo...haha..

because of something tat happen but

see him now so happie i also feel veri happie lo haax..lolx..

i don like him anymore le lo./...

i have my baobei-saxophone...seniors...and friends around miie can liaox le lo..

rite because only these things cannot betray miie ma wahaha...

haix i get so low the results i reallie veri scared to let mummy know u know ma...

i until now stil haven given her see

i should buck up and get better results le lo..cannot let her down lo..

and also mummy not feeling well also i have to look afetr her mahx wahaha...

sorrie lehx i so long never update my blog l lehx so *bu hao yi si* sorrie

ok i tink tat ish about all le k i veri lazy to update le so if i never update means i lazy k please forgive

miie for tat k buaixbuaix.... (*(o o)*)

--``*//dapHNe//*``--

we MEt Again lo ..lolX....

2005-03-04T07:51:00.000-08:00

So FAtEd Lo DoN kNOw WhY I Jus FeLT It so BecOX U KnOw RitE....

i ToDaE i Saw JiAn Wei lEhX when i am on MY WaY hOMe Lo LoLx...

Haha hE reAlI cahNGe AlOT LIAox BEcOMe MOre HAndSome lIaox no lONger THE NErD NErd

And BeING EaSiLy BeiNG BulLIEd bY Ppl De FriEnd lIAox LE...

BEcOMe More BRavE and Did EvEryThiNg HiMSelF and Also HE ReAllI HaiX Haha.. = )

BuT i wiLl stil ReGar dHiM as MY FriEnd De lo HAhax..

beCauSe I TEnD To lasT time Also TREat HiM quITe GoOD BEcAuse From PriMArY OIne KnOW him uNtil

Now LE Ma And ALSo samE ClasS As hiM Ma..

So SuReLY NoT BEarAbLE To LEavE HiM thIS friEnd De LEhX..Rite

StiL Got WaD To saE NAi Ya ToDaE When i Go To FooD CoURt I WanT To Eat Rite I FoUNd OUT

TAt I LoSt mY MoNEy 20 BuckS u knOw HAix MAyBE ISh BECauSe i EaRly In The MORnING Too

RUsh LIAox Den lOST It Lo loLx...

ThIS SI The FirSt TiME i bUy ThinGS Den NO MoNEy To BuY..

I So ma Lu Lo...

MY FaCE WaS So ReD As The ToMato....

I thINk i nO lONger LIEk HiM lIAox lE BEcOX When i See HIm I DoN FeeL AnYThINg For hIm lIAox

So I TINK IT ISh BEsT Dat We StiL ReMAin As FrIEnd lo..lolX..

ShouLdn'T HAvE Like Him iN The FirSt PlacE de lo..

i lIke hIm BECauSe He TReAt miIe VEri GooD LoX..

i TInK I shOULd DiFFerNt ShapE BEtWeen LoVE anD fRiendShIp

BEcOX I And HiM ToGEtHEr Also lIKE FriEnds LiKE Tat OnLY ILo I TiNk So

I TinK i Wil nOtLiKE anYoNE De lo Fro The TiME BRiNG...

i now WaNNa FoCuS On my StUDy..

And huRrEY..

U knOW SoMThINg ToDaE ISh The LasT DaE OF CoMMoN TEst And I doN Even kNow TAt u KnOW I Tot StiLg to alOT OF Alot

OG Test So i was LiKE EVri The SiAn DiaoX..

= (

i Was LiKE So HApPiE WhEn lI roNG TeLL Miie Tat MoNdaE No ExAms LE When i AskeD HEr

Wad To StUDy For On mONdAe De TEts WahAha = )

i tiNK Haha I Am So luCkY TO HAve ThIS PriNCiPLe THis YEar lo..

BEcAuSe ReAllI Lo AlOt OF tHINGs No NEeD To TEst LiKE

DeSigh And TEcHnology-HoMe EcOnS-LiTerAtURe

U KNow ThIs SuBjEcT AlwaYs NEeD To GiVE MiE AlTo Fo StrEss de

BEcAuSe HAve To mEmOriSe All The FactS And StUFfS LiKe Tat..

Veri "FAN" HAha>.LolX..

ToDaE VEri HappIE Lo I FiNalLy kNow Tat In meiLiD hEarT I Am So ImPortant Lo GlaD to Be HEr MEi MEi

Lo She ReAlI TReAt miE VEri good She NEver

sue HEr StatUS To pUSH mie De Lo

She treAt miE Veri goOd lOLx..

U Ll WiL Not uNderStand UnLEss U VEri clOSe Wif HEr I don feeel SicK And TireD Wif Her De lo

And She Also NEvEr ScoLd MiIe BEforE Got ThINGs She Wil NOt Be

SelfISh de lO wil ShArE iT Wif miIE Haah

ToDae We WEnt To Sun PlAzA Den boUgth ThINGs Den Wen THomE TogEther and AlSo

FiLm MoViEs u KnOW WahAha so Fun..

WIShed We Can Do ThiS EveryDae Lo EVen ThOGUh Her MoThe rODn like I AalwayS Wif hEr

TiNKiNg Tat Ish I mAke HEr ChilD So BAd De lo..

But NEvemrIND jUs i Amd HEr KnOW TAt we Wil Be friEnds $ Eva can liaox lE...

K FriEnds are 4 Eva De lo so

Even If We CannOt BE FriEnds In FuTure But The Time We SpEnt TogetHEr wil Always BE RemMebred IN MY HEarT De lo..

k i TiNK TAT ISh All TAt I wannA Sae le k SaYonara....

---~'~:DapHNe>~'~---

"*^BEsT WisheD^*"

yox...

2005-03-02T05:32:00.000-08:00

todae orhx...quite a good dae lo don know why beginning to feel lazy to tag hahax..

= )

todae i went to piano lesson den saw him and lingwei together worhx i tink haix nevermind

i jus wanna sae i reali even though i can't

forget him but love cannot be forced de i have to leave him...

even though tat ish veri cruel to miie la..

haix sianx diao tomolo no band lehx..

i cannot touch my favourite saxophone....

it reali rox my life beginning to love it even more le don know why..

i don care wad ppl sae lo i jus feel tat i should jus

concentrate on my studies and also to get better in my learning

or saxophone since i have already step out the first step

to my success in band i am goin to work hard towards it becox

notin is impossible de lo if u have to wil u can do it...GAMBUTAE daphne..

i am stil myself lo so friends who are so worried bout mie de

don worrie i wil not becox of him again sae those foolish things le

i feel so stupid but next time i not sure lo..

but for the time bein i wil not let u all down de lo i wil take good care of myself de so don worrie

thankx for caring so much bout mie i reali appreciate it alot..

and i love u guys lo ok byesx2

--_HuRt miIE_--

FriEnds 4ever....

vEri hApPy TodAe lo...

2005-02-24T17:17:00.000-08:00

ToDaE i FeLt so HApPy LEhX BEcAuSe i can play SoLo PArT bUt nOT Tat PeRfEcT la

noT LiKE faDlIn LeaRn AwhIle den KnOw LE...

BuT NEvErmINd I BelIEvE In my SelF I an Do It De

DoN KNwo WhY SuddElY I BegaN to LoVe BAnd AloT LiAox LE...

i WouLD LiKE To EveRyDaE Also SeCtiOnAl EvEryDaY Also BAnd OMG

Am i SiCk oR WaD HAha = )

HAix ToDaE jOrrIE oL dmIiE Tat If I StiL LikE Him RitE wiL He HavE a chanCe To lIKE MiIE AnOt

She SaE nO LEhX I Was So hURt But SoMEthIng GreAt AboUt MiiE IS

Tat i HAve FiNAllY oVerCoME mYsElf i NeVEr CrY U nOw EvEn I FeeL lIkE CrYIn lO BUt HAix NEvermINd...

I DOn CaRe bouT HIm AnyMORe LIAox I TInK I wil ForGEt Him JuS iN A FeW WeeKS TiME Lo

Am I GrEaT hAhA.. = )

i So LONG NEVEr UpDaTE BlOg lIAox SorriE It IS BEcOx ThE CoMPUteR HAng mA TAt Ish why...

i nOw den ReAlISe Tat Alot of PpL In Band

AcTualLy CarEs AloT For MiIE de lo Even ThOUgh I Blow WorNGly BuT THEy

SaE TAt i Am GreAt VEen ThOUgh i KnOw I HAven Get Ther BUt i wil TrY de

And Not To lEt Them Down Lox...

EvEn My FrIEnds In My ClasS Also PraISe MiIE LEHx....

I felT So HApPy BUt NOt ProUD I MuSn"T BE CoCkY Lo If I StiL HAven GeT THerE

pRiDe CoMEs bEfoRe A Fall...!!!!

MUS ReMEmEBr THiS ThiS IS VEri The ImPoRtAnt De Lox...

And iF u TiNk U Are so GReAt SorrIE U Are NOt jUS TELl yoruSelf ThIS TherEs ppl OuT Ther BeTTEr Den U De...

So u Stil Have To Work HArd U Are NeVEr PErFeCt jUs OverCome yoURSelF and

ONE Da Eu can GET Ther De...

Haha....

I HAve OnLY StEp oUt The FirSt StEp ThaT iS to BEcoME a SoLoIst BuT I StiL HavEn

liKE FaDlIn lIKe TAt So I HAve To Work HarD...GAnBUtAe....!!!

ErMM...StiL Got waD To saE NIa ToDaE mY ChINesE TEacHEr SaE ThiNgs To miIE Lo I TiNk SHE

ReAlI KnOws WaD I Am ThInkIng AboUT lo....

i don kNOw WaDeVEr She SaE i Also AgRee u KnOw...

She SaE Tat I am nOt HAppy LiKE LasT Time u knOw I agReE....

VEri VEri...

HAix NEvEmriND Lo Haix I StiL Own Alot O FhOMework i am THiNkIn how i Am GoIn To

PAss up all haix

k I TInK TAt ISh aboUT All Le Bahx I bUAixbUAix....

HaLo...QuITe SaD ToDaE...lo

2005-02-21T06:35:00.001-08:00

hAlO....TodaE ISh QuITe A SaD DaE lo...Haix

My jUniOR BroKE AnOThEr MOUTh pIEcE I bRoKE AlrEaDy Can lIAox Den She Stil BroKE IT..

HAix~NEvERMINd..La..It IS JuS My LuCk MayBe I Am FAteD To Pay For The MoUTh PiEcE...

hAix And ToDaE i WenT To BAnd WithOUt The MoUTh pIEcE How To BlOW Rite So i JuS

Sit Down Ther UnTiL LIke A NErD LiKE Tat

AfTEr schhOol Den i go To PLazA siNgapurA To BuY....

i SroUnD 9.30pm Den ReAch hOMe Tml hAVe To BriNG qUITe A NumBEr OF thINGs lo..

Got NeeD To bRiNG Band BoTtOm Band T-ShIRt AnD CoRk ShoEs Lo..

So mA Fan..VEri ThE SiAnx Lo...

sORRY aRix HidAyAH i aM noT ANgRY wIF u LO It isH jUS taT i rELALI cANnot dOn haVE tHE mouTH pIEcE..

U kNow tHEY thingS veRI iMPoRTaNT tO mIie bUT sIncE U aRe SO rEsPoNsIble dEN I aLSO dOn blAMe u liAOX lO..

heMMM...stIL gOT WAd tO sAE oH yA..u kNow rITe eE wEN tOld mIie tAT tHE peRsOn hAD sOMEOnE HE lIke LIaOX IT isH lIke i hAVE bEEn prETeNDIng nOT tO lIke HiM lo...

buT hE jUs doN REaLISE iT hE iSH sO tHE hORRIbLE...tErRible aND veGeTaBle...

haIX~i Reali hAve No iDeA WaD To do lo..i VEri CoNFuseD...!!!
bUT NEvEmInd De lo to miIE It ISh nOTin loX...

BUt I doN ExpEcT I CRIED......

Then joRrIE TOld HiM to Tok To hIm But i DoN WaNA toK lO DoN kNwo Why LEhx..

i juS CoUl DNOT StoP CrYin when i heaRd HIS VoiCe lo...

It ISh lIke I Am ThiNkING Tat It Might Be ThE Last TiME i Wil HEar His VoiCe...

i Wil WaIt TiL UNtiL Tat daE i Wil WaiT...

BUt UNtil The DaE when I Ave To GiVe UP Den Don blAMe MiiE HoHX PLEaSe NOt I wanTeD It To Be De...

i TmL NoT INtENDiNG To RuN Lo BECoX i thInk i don hAve To mooD to RuN De lo

HAix I thInk i DoN Wan To ReALi...

MIsSED Him ALOt lo...BeCoX lAtA i wiL FeeL Veri SaD De lo...

SOli to SAE TaT But TaT ISh The FaCt lo...

Haix i ThInK I HAve NoTin MORe To SaE Liaox I tiNk UNTil The dae I HAve FiNiSheD m JoB

iN The bAnd liKE TeAchIng The juniORs The BE LKike FaDlIn LiKE TAt GoOd PLAyEr lE DEm

i Wil QuIT BAnd De lo PLEaSe ForGiVE To WaD I SaE lo bUT IReAli Don WishEd To Be sad AnYMORe now

EvEn The TEaChErS Also kNwo I LiKe U LIaox Den i DoN waN CoNtiNue LiKE ThIS IT

IS LiKE i LIKe U BuT U don oikE MiiE LiKE Tta Lo....HAix..ok gtG k SAyoNArA..BUAiXBUAxi.....

-*-----_DApHNE--_-__-*

HaLo...QuITe SaD ToDaE...lo

2005-02-21T06:35:00.000-08:00

hAlO....TodaE ISh QuITe A SaD DaE lo...Haix

My jUniOR BroKE AnOThEr MOUTh pIEcE I bRoKE AlrEaDy Can lIAox Den She Stil BroKE IT..

HAix~NEvERMINd..La..It IS JuS My LuCk MayBe I Am FAteD To Pay For The MoUTh PiEcE...

hAix And ToDaE i WenT To BAnd WithOUt The MoUTh pIEcE How To BlOW Rite So i JuS

Sit Down Ther UnTiL LIke A NErD LiKE Tat

AfTEr schhOol Den i go To PLazA siNgapurA To BuY....

i SroUnD 9.30pm Den ReAch hOMe Tml hAVe To BriNG qUITe A NumBEr OF thINGs lo..

Got NeeD To bRiNG Band BoTtOm Band T-ShIRt AnD CoRk ShoEs Lo..

So mA Fan..VEri ThE SiAnx Lo...

sORRY aRix HidAyAH i aM noT ANgRY wIF u LO It isH jUS taT i rELALI cANnot dOn haVE tHE mouTH pIEcE..

U kNow tHEY thingS veRI iMPoRTaNT tO mIie bUT sIncE U aRe SO rEsPoNsIble dEN I aLSO dOn blAMe u liAOX lO..

heMMM...stIL gOT WAd tO sAE oH yA..u kNow rITe eE wEN tOld mIie tAT tHE peRsOn hAD sOMEOnE HE lIke LIaOX IT isH lIke i hAVE bEEn prETeNDIng nOT tO lIke HiM lo...

buT hE jUs doN REaLISE iT hE iSH sO tHE hORRIbLE...tErRible aND veGeTaBle...

haIX~i Reali hAve No iDeA WaD To do lo..i VEri CoNFuseD...!!!

bUT NEvEmInd De lo to miIE It ISh nOTin loX...

BUt I doN ExpEcT I CRIED......

Then joRrIE TOld HiM to Tok To hIm But i DoN WaNA toK lO DoN kNwo Why LEhx..

i juS CoUl DNOT StoP CrYin when i heaRd HIS VoiCe lo...

It ISh lIke I Am ThiNkING Tat It Might Be ThE Last TiME i Wil HEar His VoiCe...

i Wil WaIt TiL UNtiL Tat daE i Wil WaiT...

BUt UNtil The DaE when I Ave To GiVe UP Den Don blAMe MiiE HoHX PLEaSe NOt I wanTeD It To Be De...

i TmL NoT INtENDiNG To RuN Lo BECoX i thInk i don hAve To mooD to RuN De lo

HAix I thInk i DoN Wan To ReALi...

MIsSED Him ALOt lo...BeCoX lAtA i wiL FeeL Veri SaD De lo...

SOli to SAE TaT But TaT ISh The FaCt lo...

Haix i ThInK I HAve NoTin MORe To SaE Liaox I tiNk UNTil The dae I HAve FiNiSheD m JoB

iN The bAnd liKE TeAchIng The juniORs The BE LKike FaDlIn LiKE TAt GoOd PLAyEr lE DEm

i Wil QuIT BAnd De lo PLEaSe ForGiVE To WaD I SaE lo bUT IReAli Don WishEd To Be sad AnYMORe now

EvEn The TEaChErS Also kNwo I LiKe U LIaox Den i DoN waN CoNtiNue LiKE ThIS IT

IS LiKE i LIKe U BuT U don oikE MiiE LiKE Tta Lo....HAix..ok gtG k SAyoNArA..BUAiXBUAxi.....

-*---_--DApHNE--_-__-*

yox...halo...sayonara...

2005-02-20T05:29:00.000-08:00

Hi hi....ThEsE ISh my tAgGiNG For ToDaE wHErE ShOuLd I StArT FRom NIa..

MELi ToDaE wEnT To My hoUSe Lo..I HelP HEr ReBoNd The HaiR She SaE VEri NCie Worh

I WaS LiKE At LEaSt i DiD SoMEThING TAt ISh WorTh My EffORt To Do IT Lo...

i ToDaE Also ChAnGE BlOGSkINs...TIS BlOGSkiN I LoVE IT UNtiL LiKE hEll lo..ReAli..

DoN kNwo HoW The Hack I AmDe It De Lo..

HAiX~NOw MY My WiSheD Ish To ReBoND MY haiR I TInk IT wil Be NICe De lo..

ErMm..StIl Got WaD To SaE NIa....

Oh YA..
u KnOW RiTe I FoUnD DapHNe"The SiNGapORe iDol De BlOG LehX And I TaggEd It SeEmS Tat AlOT OF PpL

LIKE HEr AlOT U KnOw AnoT...

Hahax...So funNy Got ALOt OF PpLO CoNFeSsEd lOVE Wif HEr...

So MuShY uNtiL My Hair WaN StAnD LIaox...

i ToDaE DoN kNoW Why i jUs VEri SianX Lo...

i JuS SuDdEnLY FeeL Tat i wil nOrt QuIT BAnd Lo BEcOX IT Ish ReAlI not worTh IT and Also I Can play the SoLO Part LiAox LE So IT sHOws Tat If I PuT IN mORe EffORt I CAn Get Ther de lo

it ISh JuS Tat I Am Lazy

i SuDdEnLY FelT Tat FaDliN veri The LAzY NowADAes He Ish SuChA A GoOD pLaYEr

And He KEeP DOn CoME LiKE Tat HOw...

He ISh ThE OPnLy OnE Who KnOws tHE soLo PArt LEhX...

WaD The HAcK iSh TIS La...He DoN waN To Come ish HiS ProbLEm But He KnOws All The Solo PaRt

Den When i am LearnIng He Jus Take the scoRe AwAy

WHEn HE AlrEaDy KnOWs The ScORe InSide OUt LiAox...

So SeLFiSh lEhX..i ReAlI BUT They saE DoN HAtE SomeoNE In Your SeCTiOn dE lo

So I JUs HaVE To ObEy..

HahAx..
i On sat.. I ReAli DoN KNow WaD To giVe To YueYiNG BUt I oNLy GavE hEr A BoUqUEt oF FlOWerS...

She WaS LiKe So EmBarrAsSeD bUT i ReALI HoPEd Tat She Wil liKE My PreSenT For HEr LoX...

HahA...
ANd AlSo YEsTErdAe I wenT To Eat ReUNiON DiNnEr i HAd ToTalLY ForGoTtEn BOUt iT U KnOw HAhax...

HAix I ReAlI The PhoNE 7270 NokiA onE I WiSheD My MOTherWil Buy For MiIE Tat OnE i

WiL LoVe her To deAtH de lo...

hAha..u KNOW waD ToDaE qIxiN ToLd MiIE Tat She ISh goIn To OthEr SchOol LiAox..

I Was thinkIn HUHxx How am i Goin To meeT Her on weDNesDe haiX...

I Am GoIn To be AloNE LiAox...

I reAli WishEe Tat He coulD Stil Be My FriEnd Lo And Also StOp AdViODiNG MiiE Lo PleaSe Don Be

So CRueL To MIie Lox..

HAhax...

i TiNk I have NotiN MORe To Sae LE As TmL GoiN To SchOl lIAox..And Also SYF ISh ComINg

HAve To work ExTrA HArD So TAt I can BE LiKE FaDlIn Like Tat BEcoME GoOd PLayEr Lo..

Ok I GtG LE k BUAxiBAuxi...

FriEnds ArE alWayS BeSide U WHen u NEeD ThEm ..

So FrIEnds ARe MORe ImPOrtAnT den AnYThiNG ElSe

TReaSuRe WaD U HAve ArOund u As IT ISh WorTh IT TiS WaY....

u Stil have A Long WaY aheAd So FriEnds Can AlwAys Be Ther

4Ever But noT BOY Gerl relAtiOnship..

So i Jus waNNA BE VEri GoOd FrIEnds Wif U So Don AdViOd MiiE LE and See It openly

and TInki TAt I HAve liKe Eu BEfoRe And ForGEt IT

LEtS AlL GEt OuR SelVes ToGEtHEr As We stil HAve To COOpErate wif EaaCh OTher

ForThe nExT1YEar RitE

So LeTs Jus BE PAlS Lo...

iD on ExPEcT anYThIng From U Jus A FrIendship WiL Do

PLease....

-~-_-}SiGhING OFf:DapHne}

HEy HEy....

2005-02-18T06:18:00.000-08:00

oMg Do lOnG NEvErmINd Tag LIAxo WorHx HAha..TimE Flys Veri faSt worS I reAli toDaE Got

The VoLLEyBAlL MAtCH U KnOW And OuR ScHOoL CamE iN SeCoND U KnOW I Am So PRoUd OF ThEm NOT LiKE The

PHS De PpL they tink TheY GEt The ChaMpiOnShIp Den Veri GoOd LIKE TAt SoLi Lo..

U All Sux UnTiL LIek HELL LO...

U All taKE AwAy AlL The ThiNGs We WerE SuPPoRsE To HAve Lo....

U AlL A BuNCh oF ReAlI StUPId KiDs ...

VB..U All HAve BriNg Us HoNoUR LE U HAve DiD Your BEsT So NEVErmINd Work HArDer NeXt Time

ReAlI FeEl LiKE JoInInG ThEm They All ReAli Veri The GooD Lo PpL FeLl DowN They AlL WiL HElP De LEh u kNOW So GoOD RitE...

So HElpFuL ToO FeEl VEri waRmTh TheRe Lo...HahA...

BUt HEaRD THeyA lSo geT Alot Od ScoLDiNG De Lo But NEVErmIND I alreAdy USe To It LiAox But I NOW thiS SiXE CanNOT UNtiL I SlIm DowN aroUnd ApRil Den i wiL SurE JoIn De lo...

And I WiL SureLy Work HArd For The TeAm De LO...

BuT NOT ToO Sure Yet lO BEcOX KiNDa doN KNWO AL JuS FeEl Tat IShOUlD Got Lo HAix..

ShoULDn'T GiVE Up On BAnD NoW lo..VEri NoT WorTh IT Lo mayBe AfTeR SYF Ba HElP Them win

GoLD FiRst Den i FiNISh My JoB LE Den TrAiN The JuniORs BEtTEr LE Den GQuIT BA ThIS IS My DuTy For The BAnd Lo i Wil leaVE THem In The DrAin De...

I Wil also Feel HuRt de Lo If they ReAli fell I Wil Also Feel Tat NoT WorTj IT..

Haix reAlI VEri ConFusEd LA JUs FeeL TA t i AlwaYS DoN JoiN SpoRtY de CcA DeN BEcOME LIKE TAt..

I HSouLD JOin MOre CcA To MaiNTaiN My weIghT Lo...

I MuS SlIm DowN iN ORdEr to BE A SuccEss To JoIn VolLEyBAll.....i MuS ONcE In MY LIfeTimE JoIn WaD I LiKE NOw Lo...

HAhA...ToDaEi WEnT To PhilOTheA DeN HoUSe To PArTy It Was ReaLi VEri The FuN Lo Don KnOW why

JuS FeLT It So Lo....

I ReAlI lovEd It So CaRiNG Lo...... Haix BuT i TiNk mY MOther WiL nOt LEt mi JoiN Them De lo

And Stil Got wad huHx....Ya SomeONE Tag MY BoArd Sayin wen i toT ISh Ee Wen leHx HahAxx....

den WhEn i CaLL HEr And AskeD HEr She saE She NEVEr Tag mY Boiard Veri fuNnY Rite

HAix thInkIn Of That PerSoN I ReAlI FeEl LiKE AskIn Him fOr A hug And BE FriEnds AgAiNi jUS WaN Him

And Others To thINk TAt I DoN lIke HIm LIaox BEcOX i ReAli Don Wan Him To adViOD Mi Liaox...

I LIKe Tat wIl Be VEri SaD De Lo....I DiD TAt JuS To lEt hiM AhtE Mi And TinK TAt IdoN LiKe him le

I Am So CrueL To mySelF u kNOw anoT....i RealI FeeL LiKE CrYiN nOw U KNwo HOw HurT i Feell...

I ReAlI FeeL TAt He RealI Hate MiIe So mUCh MA Am i So HAtIn anOT IF Don lIKe MIIe NevEmrind

But U can tELL Mi De Ma DoN lEt MiiE waIT ToO LoNg Lo I KnOw U TeLL Mi LE But RealI CannOT ForgEt u

CaRmen ToLD Mi tat It Ish Jus PuPPy LoVe lox....But i Also thiNk So BUt I Feel hUrt AlSo

HAix I tiNk i GtG LIAxo K SaYoNaRA....

Hey YoX..WaDs UP Men....

2005-02-14T06:12:00.000-08:00

HEy YoX....WaDs Up NiA...ToDaE Ish VaLEnTinEs DaE WorX..

All ThE PEoPLE TaT I KnOW OUt TheR JUS WaNNA WisHEd U All A HApPI ValEnTinEs DaE Lo wahAh

EvEn HToUGh i am AlONE ThRoUGh TiS BuT NEvErmIND

I JuS TiNk Tat LoViN PPL ISh NOt WorTh It WhY DoN U LET oTheRs LiKE U EvEn bETTEr

nOW ISh TiME To StUDy So i WoN"T TiNk So MuCh De Lo...

And I Am In ExPreSs i CaNNOt Go NoRmAl AcAdEmic LEhX...U KNoW LAtA No Face LehX..

HAhA..I VEri ThICk FaCe HoHx...

ToDaE i weNt For BAnd LEhX..I DoN kNOW acTuaLLy Got so mAni PpL lIKe To lEt Mi Go Band De EvEn Mr CheW Also

TeLL Mi go To BAnd LEhX I WaS So The HapPIe HahA...

And I Am BiG GErl nOW RitE i ShOulDn'T BEcOX OF SmAlL ThINg deN WaN QuIT tIs And Tat

JuS To AdViOd ProblEmS I HavE LEaRNt SoMEtHIng And TaT ISh I ChOulDN'T giVE Up So EaSiLy

I am daphNE In FuTurE I sTiL HAve To FAce AlOT Of PRoBleMS BUt NOt All Of Them Can BE SolVEd u see

So Don AdVIOD ThAt ProblEm bUt InSteAd FAce It BRaVeRy

thAnKX To all The FriEndA WhO WerE Wif Mi WorX...U AlL ARE So nice PPl

WhEn I Am Down u All kEeP TeLLiN Mi GiVIng Mi AdViseS So FriEndS Are MOre ImPOrtAnT

Den AnYThING ElSe Lo..So TreAsUre The FriEndS BESide U And DoN LoSe Them

FriEnds Are ForEver BuT Love DoeN'T LAst ForEvEr De Lo...So DoN BEcOX U Got SteAd Den DoN Care FriEns lo

MuS AlwAys ReMEmBEr Them iN YoUR HEaRt.....

That Ish SoMEThiN i LEaRNT WaD A GreAt LEsson...

YeSh..I AgrEe Wif GeenA She SaE I ShOuLD Do ThINgs To SavE OUr FriEndshIp I tinK She Also TriEd AlOT OF WayS To BE FriEndS Wif mi De Lo..

She So GoOD To M

TaT MEaNS Tat Our frIEndshIp NoT FiRm EnOUgh u Know BUt NEvEmrIND I Have ForGiVE HEr liaox

HoPE Tat I Won'T Be Tat chilDish AgAiN I am No LoNgeR the seC ONe KiD U UseD To knOW Mi LE K...

i WiL HAve A LoNg WaY AhEaD AlOToF ThiNGs To LEaRn De Lo So MUs ReMEmBEr

Not To GiVE Up On YoUrsElf TrY To chanGE YouRsElf IF OtherS CoMMEnT BOUt u

And Tell YoruSelF U ArE NOt alwAys ritE U ShOuLD LiSten To OtherS AdViCeS

KK i DoN ToK BoUt Tis LIaxo....ErMM...StIl got WaD Oh Ya...

Veri FuNnY U KNOw My JuniOR "HiDaYa"She ToDaE TaKE The MoUth That I BroKE U KNwo

Den i waS LiKE She TelL Mi VEri HArD To BlOw Den She canNoT BlOw Den i see

the MoUTh pIecE Is SpOILT De LEhx...HAhA......And The ReeD"ISh Also SPoIlT de

I KepT LAuGhInG NoN-StOp Den My CoNDUcTEr ScoLd Mi saE DApHnE Do u TInk ISh VEri FuNNy

HAhA i reAli can'T CoNtrol My SelF Lo....

ToDaE YurYiNG OuR SeNiOr TrEat Us VEri goOd LEhX She BoUGht Us Tablerone" DoN KNOw HOW To SpEll

And gaVE Us ONE EaCh/.///She ISH So gOOd...

It ISh NoT WrONg Of mi to sAe TaT She ISH MY faVOuRitE SenIoR But She ISH GoInG to sTEp DowNs oOn So unBEaraBle.....

I DOn WisHEd To SAE LiAox so SaD I WiL Miss Her De....

HEy u knOw ToDaE JORrIE KeEp forCiNG Mi to Go to FirSt BuT I DOn waN Why She AlwayS wan Force Mi

To Do ThInGs Tat i DoN WaN to do De....Why She So the BAd.....

HAiX NEvEmriNd LA I TInK I GoNNa StOp HerE LIao My Brother WanNa USe The PHoNE.....

BYeXbYeX.....

-_-_--~"HaPpIE VaLENtiNE DaE"~--_-_-_

a veri veri sad dae..reali cannot forget....!!!!

2005-02-11T07:05:00.000-08:00

Ok I Have mAke Up mY MiNd LE sIncE U Like Tat TrEaT MiIe I HAve NOtiN MORe To SaE To U LiAox...
U BreAk mY HeaRt And u AskE dFor It yoUrsElF So Our FrIEndShIp wiL EnD HErE And
It wiL NEvEr BE ToGEtHEr AgAiN I Am GoINT o quIT BAnd BEcOx Of U
U Are The CuLpRit.....!!!
U Are The One WhO ISh In wroNg whY Do u Have to AcT PitY GoIn AroUND TeLLin PPl Ish My FaUlT...
I DoN FeeL Tat I Am WroNg LOr.....I ReAli...
I Am DaRn SaD U KnoW U As A FrIEnd Got waDeVeR ThiNGs U Are the FiRst to KNow de Lo..
FrOm NoW On IF I See u On The sTReEts i wil No caLL U anYmORe LO...
BEcOX U CaN GuaRaNtee U wil NevEr Ever RepLacE The ScAr u LeFt In My HEaRt....
U Gave MI A reAson Not To Tok To U de...U GiVE MiIE A reAsOOn to HAte U as Can Be....
U ArE The CuLPrIT U alwAyS WaNNa AcT PItY In FroNt OF all oF TheM
u TeLL Mi La HOw I trEaT U VEri nIce Liaox LOr whEn U MoOd SwIng i AlWaYs ToLeratE u De LOr....
WhEn U ArE DoWn i KneW IT I WiL trY To Make U HaPPie
WheN U TeLL Mi to CoME For BANd and ShOW MIiE atTituDe I DoN MiND InStEaD I SaE It Ish AlL mY Fault WaD MORe Do U Wan From Miie...???
I ReAlI DoN UNderSTAnd WhErI TrEaT U BAdLiAox LE LO...
U caLL MIIe WaN Mi Pei U Go walK waLkj EvEn HOw TIreD I am i WiL StIl Go Wif U And NEvEr ComPlain But
In the End U Are The FirSt One To BreAk mY HEaRt And LeAvE A VEri Deep Cut IN My HeaRt do U KnOw ISh
VerI PAiNfuL ThInkIn Of IT NOw MAkeS My HEaRT SoUR U KNow....
U KNwo HOw MUch teArS I HAve RoLlEd....
Ish Not TAt I DoN have The guY ISh U iSh U U BetRaYEd MiIE EvEn How ManI TiMEs SoLi WiL Also...No USe De Lo...
I WiL HatE U 4Ever....AnD EvEr....
HEMM..I DoN wan toK BOut U LiAox Le...
I GtG LIAox Le K SaYoNArA,,,,,

HEy YoX....

2005-02-10T06:18:00.000-08:00

HEy YoX... Mi HerE To Tag AgIn LiAox WorX...

HAix~TodAe ODn KnOw Why hOHx I Veri The Fan lEhx...

HE telL Mi He DoN LiKe Mi lIaoX..But I Jus Feel Tat I Stil Have SoME Feel For HiM De LoR BUT I reAlI canNOt FOrGeT HiM Lor

He WiL NOt UnDerStanD HoW i feL De...

But I reAlI Care For HiM AloT when i SmS Him HapPi chINesE HEw Year toDaE Den i waS LiKe waiTinG

For HiM to RepLy happi New Year to mI And He DiD I waS So daRn HapPi lOrx...

but i ThInK He Wil NOt UInDerStanD How I Am FeelIn now de LOr...

I ToLD the Gerl To HElP Mi telL HiM Tat i DoN LIek HIm anYMOre JuS To Let HiM DoN AdViOd Mi

Am i ritE By doIn All ThIS Am I ReAli Veri ConfUSeD LOr???

I ReALI hAve nO CoMMEnTs LoRX....

If we Are FaTed to Be toGetHEr NOtiN CaN PuLl US APArT De RitE that Ish caLl FAte

I HAd AlwAys BelieViN In thIS De Lor...

reAli TrIed AlOT O FWaYs To ForGEt HiM BUT CaNnOT lOr..ThINkiN OF HiS Face MakEs Mi reAli

HAix I reAlI DoN wisHEd to SaE aNyMOre LiAox...

LeTS ToK AboUt WaD I DiD ToDaE ....

Jus LiKe AnY OthEr NorMAl DaEs DiD Not go bAi NIan

JuS StAyeD At HoMe wan "Fa Mei" LIaOx...

i ReAli EnVy thOse WhO wenT To BAi niAn LOrX...

i Also WaN go bUT CaNnOt BUt I SatUrDAe Den Go BAi NIan....

I TINK HoHX...The MiTCHAl and QixIn reAlI NOt FateD To BE toGEtHEr LEhX Don kNOw WhY BEcOX Haix DoN kNOw WaD To SaE

They All lIKe ChaRAcTEr Not The SAme BUT SomEthINg sAmeiSh TAt They Noth Veri Shy

Haix so I HAve to Be HTe MAtchMaker lor Don kNOw Why

QiXiN WiL AskEd Mi to asKEd MiTChAl ThIS Then i wil LiKE MESsAgeR LIke Tat Lor...

But NeVErmINd IF In The End TheY ArE TogEtHEr Den i WiL SuReLY Be Veri The HapPI De Lor...

don kNOw WhY SuDDeNlY FeeL Tat i Wan Go Band Lor DoN kNOw Why

Can soMEoNE TelL Mi whY????

i ReAli Veri the CoNFuSed thIs FeW DaEs De PoStIng all VEir LoNg de LehX BEcOX MAyBe I goT AlOT OF ThiNGs To SaE BAhX....

ErMM...StIl Got waD To SaE HUhX....????

HemM...I TiNk Tat ISh AbvOut all lE Bahx tmL ScHOol ReOpeNInG Liaox WorXh...

HAve To Go and Sleep EaRlY LiAox le Lor KByeS*2....

DapHne HErEbY wisHEs All the PPl A HapPi And PrOpErOuS chINesE New yeAr""

alwAys HApPI And Also The ReSuLts GetTiN BEtTEr And BEtTEr...

U mIgHT Not BE Wif mi BuT I BeLIEVe One DaE U wil SuReLY Be MovEd bY Mi And Stay By my SiDe 4 EvEr IF We Are FatEd To be TogeEtHer...

IS we Are Not FateD Den no PoINt we ForCeD EaCh oTher To Be TOGEthEr...

In This WorLd Ther ISh No SuCh A ThING As ForCiNg ForCiNg Doen'T GiVe U HAppInEss de LOr...

So I BelIEvE One daE U Wil Be By mY Side 4 ever...And ever...

YoX...HIHi...GoNG Xi Fa Cai....

2005-02-09T04:41:00.000-08:00

LOnG TiME NEVEr TaG LE And TodAe ISh ChINEsE NEw YEaR WiSheD AlL The Ppl I KNOW De..

A HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR....

YA InDeeD IT ISh VEri HAppI ToDaE BUt I Am Not...

I StAyeD At HOEm UNtil Don KNwo WAd Time OnLY WaTCh MOVie OnlY waN BE DeAd PPl LE

HAiX DoN kNOW WhY I Feel TAt QiX In VEri The Co lIAn BEcOX She AiyO DOn KNow WaD To SaE..

I Also Evri PaTHEtIc The oNE I LIkE DoN LIke Mi At All...

I ReAlI UNtiL NOW I StIl Feel VEri HuRt BUT WaD Can i Do TiS ISh The ThiRd DaE HE NEVEr ToK To mI LE..

The DaEs WiThOUT HiS VOiCe I ReAlI CannOT BReAtH I reALi WisHEd To QuIT BAnd

I DoN WaN BE So Hurt anYmORe WhY ShOULD I SUFfeR All ThIS NIA...

WhY MY LiFe So The PAiNFulL???So UnFaIR

I Don ExPECt AnYThING FroM HIM BUt JUS A FrIEndShiP wiL do

WhY HE AdVoiOD Mi Am i TaT ScArY Am I???

I FeeL So HUrT I ReAlI LoVE HiM ToO MUch LIAox LE LOr...

I WaN HIm I WaN HIm!!!!

HAiX~I ReAli ReGRetEd I TinK I ShoULdN'T HAve ThiNk OF LiKiN GHIm Den WOn'T LiKE TAt LE

It All StArTEd Wif All mY FauLT NoT HIs HE DiD The RiTe ThING BY ReJEcTiNG Mi LOrx..

OK ErMM... LEts Now Tok AbOUT waD i Did TodAe

I ArIX ToDAe WeNT To WaTCh MoVie LOrX...Wif XueWen The MOviE "i Do I Do"

The SHoW WaS So DArM NiCe LOr Don kNOW HOw To SaE VEri fuNnY

HAhA...I And XueWen KEep LauGhIng UNtiL We Wan To VoMIt LIAox..

LuCkiLy Got MoVie To See IF NOT I GoiN to BEcOMS RoTten eGG LiAox LE..

I reAli DoN kNOW WhO To Call LuCkIlY Got HEr To "PEi" mI

She reAlI VEr thE GoOD HAha...

ToLD HEr QuiTe AlOT OF ThINGs LOr...

And SomeThiN G VEri FuNNy ISh TAt I SmS Ee Wen SaE i LIke HEr HAhA..

BEcOX She ReAli TreAt Mi VEri GoOD LOR AlwAys THEr For Mi De..

TyrIN To UnDerStAnd HOw I Feel Thx YoNG Xin...Xue Wen...

Ee Wen...DeZiRee...And XinGlIn They All Try To UnDerStanD HOw I Feel WhEn I waS Down..

ReAlI DoN kNWO WaD To Sae They All ReAli VEir VEri VEri GooD tHE FriEndS..

ErMM..StIl Got WaD To SaE Oh YA I Die Le I FORget Got wAd HoMEwoRk LEhX..

I SurE Die De LORX..HAiX NEVEmriND And HoHX Two mORe DaEs To SchOOl ReoPEn

ReAli ExCiteD BOUT It LORX...BecOx The NExT mONdAe Wil BE VAleNTiNEs DaE

I TInK I WiL Be AloNe LE THroUgh ThIS DaEs...BUtI TInk got MeilI Can LE

Ahe AlwAys AccOMpAnY MI When I Am FreE...

Ok I ThInK TAt ISh All For TodAe Le K BauXiBAUxi...

LIfe ISh VEri InTErEstIng De If u See From FaR BUt SiNCe U Are StiL NOt Ther U ShOULd TRy To UnDerStanD HOW OTheRs FeeL...So don BE RegRetFuL OF WAd U HAve DoNE

Jus TeLl YourSelF Tat U KnOW wAd U Are Doin ThEn I GuaRanTee oNE DaE We Can See The beaUtiFuL SitE ToGEtHEr De.....

thEr ISh OnLy oNe "U" And NOoNE Can RepLAcE TAt One "U" So "U" Are The PErFeCt"U"

So JuX CaRE BoUt YOurSelF "U" Are Rite...

KnoWiN ThIS ISh A TrAgIc....

2005-02-06T08:22:00.000-08:00

LoVE Ish ReAlI HUrTFul i ReAlI ReGRetEd LoViNg U So MUch

By WaD U SaE To Mi HAd TeLL mI EvEryTHiNG BoUT U LIAox...

At L:EaSt I HAve GEt To kNOW U MORe...

KnOWiNG THe FAct TodAe ISH ReAlI A TrAgIC..

I WiShE dI HAve NoT LiKE U at All OR AhoULd I SaRE I DiDn'T CarE BoUT U Or KnOW U At All

bUT All ThIS CannOT BRiNG The FAct BAck to noRMAl

WaD I WiShEd NOw ISh JuX To BE YoUR FrIEnD LiKE BEfORe...

EvEn ThOUFh U HAve HUrT mI BUt The SoONEr I KnOw The BEtTER

At LEaSt I HAve AN AnsWeR And I HAvEn ReGRetEd LoViN U MUCh

I Wil Try To FoRgEt U And ThX CaRiN For My FeeLiNS...

AcTuALlY I HAve AlrEaDy kNOw The AnsWeR IT ISh jUX ThaT I Am AdViOdiING...

I TiNK It ISh NOt LoNGeR worTh IT ThIS wAy..

I TiNK U WiL BE MY LAsT MEn i lIKe ThIS YEar lIAox...

EVEn iF U waNNA PuSheD Mi To EdWiN OR AndY SoLi I Am NOT FiLRt De LORx...

LoViN SoMEoNE ISh HArD And ForGEttIGn SoME oNE ISh HArD Too

ONCe The FeeLINS ISh TheR IT ISh TheR

No LoNgEr CaN Be EaRAsE...

U LeFT ThE ScAr In My HEaRT And IT wiL NOt BE ErAsE

4 EvEr

I ReAlI FeeL LIEK ComMIT SuiCiDe I ReAli FeeL ThAt LiFe ISh MEanInGless To Mi LE BAhx...

The DaEs WiThOUT U ISh LiKE NO HAppINEs....

I Wan QuIT BAnD......

i Wan To PUt BAcK All ThE ThiNGs TAt HAvE HAppEn And BE A NEw Mi PLeAsE SToP LEttIn Mi DroP teArs For U

ThIS WIL Be The LAst ThING I REqUEsT FroM U LIAox...

WisHEd U And The PErSon U LIKe HApPy LOR....

LoViN SomeONE DoeSnT NEeD To HAve HiM BUT HE ISH HAppY ISh AlReAdY A GIfT to U....

K....SToP..SaYiN ThIS LE....erMM....waD ShoULD I StArt Wif...

ToDaE QuITe AlOT OF ThiNGs HAppEn LoR I weNT To MAlAySia And It WaS LIek So BAd LuCk..

The CAr BroKe Down HaLF WaY ON The RoAd And Then KAnA ScOlDINg...

DeN StIl Got ThE BAbY Fell Down nIA..U KNO WahAhA////

IT WaS LIKE AlOT OF PPl CrY FeelIn HUrt u KnOw...So BAd LuCk RIte AnD AlSo HeaRD ThAt HE DoN LIKe Mi

BUT SiNCe I HAve ProMIsEd HiM I WiL FoRGEt Him I Wil De LORX....

Ok i GtG LiAox K BUAixBAUxi.....

HEmmmm...WaD ShOULD I SaE nIA...

2005-01-28T20:07:00.000-08:00

HEmm...WaD ShoULd I stArt WiF TodAe Got BAnd PrAcTiCe And I WaS LiKE So HAppI LooKiN For ToDaE

Den i FouNd OUt Tat The PErSon AlreAdY SteAd LiAox.. WorHX

A VEri SaD ThiNG To SaE RitE I DoN KNOw Why I Feel LIek CryING NOw

I Was LiKe Keep lOoKin FOrwArD To The DreAM DaE When we Can Do All the THNGs ToGAtheEr And This HAppEn

ReAlI ISh A HApp yTiMEs And A SaD TiME Too BUT NEVErmIND I NEvEr SaE i WanNA TeLL HiM BUT HE Wil KNoe

SooNeR Or LAta...BEcOX AlOT OF Ppl KNow LIAox MA..

HAiz~

Then TodAe The AleX Go And KiCk the BAll At Mi My lEg waS LIke So ReD BUt NeVEmriND

I KNOw HE was JUx plAyIN wif Mi LA He AlrEaDy SaE AoLi To Mi le Mahx./...

HEhe...TodAe FoUnD OUt That AlO ToF PPl LIke AdWiN WorXh...

waHAh...HE ISh Goin To SuffEr LIaxo BECox HIs ChOicE wil AffEcT The FrIEndSHip De

WaHAha.....

I HAve NO ChoIce Ba BUt To MAybE GiVE Up On The PErSon Or WaD LOrx..

I FeeL LIke CRy iN BuT Who WiL BE Ther For Mi....To LIE On To CaRe BoUt Mi HAiz~

I Am SuCha FailUre....

ToDaE The NoTe so Easy I Also BlOW WorNGlY Soli To All Band MEmEbErS...

IT ISh ReAllY Mi FaULT LORx..So I HAve NOTiN More To SaE...

JorrIE waS BEiN SaE BAck By raiDaH And YiXiAn TodAe WorHX HAha..DoNk Nwo whY

MAyBE She ReALi Too MUCh Le BahX./...

i TiNK I Got To enD HerE LIAox K BAUixBAuxi.....

IT ISh A SaD DaE INDeEd BUt U stIl LiGhtEn My DaE EvEry DaE I See U YoU wil AlWays BE In mY HEaRt takE CaRE.....

LoVe Ya AlWaYs..... MAUxh...

HIhIx....Mi HErE AgAn....

2005-01-27T06:24:00.000-08:00

YoX...waDs UP MEn..wahAh....TodAe BEri Beri The HAppI...

BUt u KNOw The AlEx HE SaE I FilRt I WheRe Got I KnOw HE JUS PLAYiNG LA But HEhE..NeVEmrINd

AnyWaY HE sae I FiLrt GerlS i NOt A LesBian Den Can lIAox..Le...

WahAha...TodAe AnDy FiNAllY JoINed SenIroS BAnD lIAxo..So HAppy....

i tinK HE HAs BEeN WaItING For THis Time VEri lONG LiAox BA...

HOpE SoIS NOT Den The Time SpeNT Wil BE WaTsed LE So I Sae LiKE seNiOR LIkE JuNiOr..

OUr SecIToN De PPl al LiKe VEri The So CalLeD canNOt LOSt De So LiKE To CoMpEtE wif EaCh OTher don KNoW For waD.??

BUt NEvEmriND At LEAst Got ComPeTe BETTEr DeN U AlwAyS So BAd At PlAyiN RitE...

TodAe The +chONg LoNg+ Form OuR SecIToND e JuNiOR KEeP ShOwiNG US AttITudE...

We All CanNot EvEn StaND HiM anYMOre LoRx..FiRst Time HappEn Got AtTITuDe ProBlem De PPl Come OUr SeCiTOn

BUt AcTuAlLY NOt reALi BLAmEe hIm LOrx..He CrIEd Ma So I Also ForGiVE HIm For ScoLDiN Mi _BAckWorDs_

BUt OnE ThIGN ISh TaT HE SaE He WannA QuIT BAnd LEhX..But All The SenIOrs All SaE DoN Wan hIM To LEavE LorX..

Den i JuS CalL HIm to CoNtiNuE To StAy In BAnd LoRx...

HAiz~..whY Got SuChA A JuNiOR I reALi FeLT Veri VEri The SaD whEn HE saE TAt BAck WorD To Mi when I NEvEr EvEn sae HIm

i telL U LORx OUr SecIToN De PPl Al Got TeMpErEd ONe LOrx..If He Wan BuLLy MY SeCtiOn De Ppl I wan Him oUt Of THe Band

DoN U ThINK U In My SeCTiOn Den i MuS See YoUR Face AriX U TreaT JAI Yi Ee Wen Not GooD I TeLL U I Wil NoT GiVE U FaCE e...

BEcOX THey ArE lIKE MY SiSterS LiKE TAt So CanNO tlEt OtherS BulLy Us

EsPeCiAlLy The JunIORs...

JOrrIE TodAe CompLAiN To MR MarSee TaT I Don wann try PlAyIN PLEasE lORx..For GooDnEss SakE ISh You StanDaRd Too hIGh Liaox HoHX...

NOT I Don wan TRy LoRx..SiNCe Mr MAsree Sae TAt He Wil FinD SomeoNE To RePLacE Mi IF i DoN Wan TRy Den FinE I wil quiT...

EvEn ThOUGh Got A BiT UnBEarAblE All The MEmORies TherE BUt SinCe I HAve No ChoICe BUt to chooSe HTis i Wil

BecoX i CanNOt LEt AnyONE BulLy Mi AnyMORe LIAox Le.....

i HAve EnoUgh Of THe BoiS BehAviOur...

HAiz~WhY IAm I So WorKEd Up???

NEvEmrINd LEt ByGoNEs Be ByGoiNEs...

I TodAe ToOK EdWinS HAnDpHoNe Den Bring To ThIS FaShioN Den i LazY Go Down Den I Tell hIm Come Up HE NEvEr ReJEcT WorhX So GoOD

He VEri NIce To Mi todAe LEhx...wahAh...I VEri HAppy LoRx u kNwo ThiS PerSon YA....

I waS LiKE KEep ThINkIn AboUT IT And Also thINkIN AboUT It NoW

whEn i SiT BuS TAt TiME I Also SaW The PerSon LehX...

HE LIsTEnInG To Music....

HAiz~ And ErmM. WhEn I Come HoME I SaW JOlIE At The MRT StaTiOn She LOoK So Pale

WishE dShe WouLd BE AllRight And Come BAck To ClAss And JoIN US sooN BA....GoD BleS---

I TInK thAt Ish AbOUt iT Le BA K BUAixBAUxi tag AGaiN IF got TIme ToMoLlo....

LoVe Ya AlWaYs:......

U MakE My HeArt Feel HURt at TimeS And Also HapPy At Time All the BEst To U U HApPY I WiL too De....

YoX..LoNg TiME NEvEr Tag LAox..

2005-01-26T01:10:00.000-08:00

YoX...HehE SoLi ArIx So LONG NevEr TAg LAox..HEhE

i DoN KNOw WhY TodAe Go seCIToNal VEri Happy LOrHxX BEcOX i SaW The PErSon

Den I wenT Hoem WIf qi Xin and Tok AbOUT She And StEvEn

I TinK TheY ReAlI Make A PErFect CoUpLE LoRxh DoN KNOw Why

So I HavE MAke Up mY MiND To BE TheiR MatCh MAker WahAhA

BuT NoT TaT bad UnTiL Force them to be ToGetHer U KnOW

BuT Todae AloT OF PpL In arT Got ScoLDed BecOX NEvEr Do HOME WoRk

And FoRgOT To saE TodAe Ish mY senIoR weiTiNG ANd MY ClassMAtE gUi Xin De BiRthDae LEhX wahHa

U See i so Bad NEvEr BuY Them PReSenT I Also FoUNd IT OuT YesTErAde AfTEr SchOOl Den No TiME To Buy

So SoLI AriX To ThEsE PPl whO I Have MEnTiOn BUt I Try mY BesT To BuY For U If Got $$

Den sTil Got waD Ya The PErSon TrEaT Mi VEri The GooD

WaHAhA..i TINK The PErSonStIl Don KNOw BA....

I TInK HE OnLY trEat MI As A VEri VEri GoOD FriENd OnLY LOrX...

TAt ISh ReAli A SaD THInG To SaE LoRX..

ErMM...StIl Got wad To Sae NiA...

I ITnK TaT Ish abOUT IT LiAox...k i HAve To Go LIaox k BAuxiBAuxi...

LoVE YA AlwaYs.....

WaT The..HehE...

2005-01-19T05:45:00.000-08:00

hAiZ~WaD The WaD Is hHAppEnING TodAe so TirEd waHAhA..ReAlI SiAn DiAo..NevEmiND....
TOda EArIX NOtnIN LoPX..I Wen TTo PIanO LEssOn As UsUal LoPx...Den weNT To prAy Wif MoI MOThEr Den i Have To eat The VEGETaBlEs Ee....So WaD LeHx..DeN HeaRD SoMEThING BoUT aiYA I DoN BELiEVE WHer Got SuCha ThINg De..NEvermIne tomol GoIn To ruN The crOs counTrY...DeN GoIn To GuDe them lOpx..But Den stIl Got Band Sia LA..WahOo> ToDae Ish RaiDahS BiRThDaE..CoNgratULAToNs...+aPpLaUse+ But I So BAd NEvEr BuY PreSen TFor HEr HAix~ I Wil BuY OnE For HEr De As She ISh mOi goD SisTEr WahHA...TodAe Alray So TirEd DoN kNOW BouT ToMoL..I ENd OFf HerE LiAox.>WorHX Kk BAuxibAUxi.....

HI FiNaLLy ChaNge blOGsKinS Le...

2005-01-18T06:38:00.000-08:00

YoX...LoNG TiMe NEvEr TaG LIaOx...

LuCkiLY I FiNalLY ChanGE BlOGSkINs Le...

Not THE Same As deZ Iree de...

BecOX I FeEL So BAd ThAt I HavE The SamE BlOG SkIN As HEr

Tat ISh WhY I AlmOst EvEryDae ChEcK SeE Got NIce De

BlgoSkINX MA So Tat I CaN ChanGE IT As SOOn As PoSsIBle

TodaE...AriX HAiz~I BoUGth A CoNvErSe De SpORt ShoEs...

BUT NO ONE AccOMPAnY Mi Go I Go My self de...

I HAte LoNelINEss But No ChoIce TmL HAve To Go PRay Den No Time LE

So I ChoOSe By TodaE Go BuY LoPx...I NEvEr HAve The MoOD To See ClOThes

I InTeNd To wHen I SlIm down Le Den BuY LoPx..

QuiTe Sad..BUt NEvEmiND I MuS ProVe To ThOSe WhO ThiNk I Am Fa Tde

ThaT THEy ArE WroNG BOUT MI

YesTErDae..BEcOX OF Band De ThING I CrIEd u KnOw...I ReAlI wann aGo SeCoNd

WhY They JuS Can'T UnderStAnD How i FeeL de

MY SchOOl Got Stress In Band Also Got StREss YestErDAe Also Got ScoLDiN

From oUr CoNDuCter And Jorrie In ForNT oF All Of Them Sae My name I LOse FaCE

I Hate It MEn...I Have EnOUGh LE....

BuT I StIL HAve To sTAy On BEcOX AloT oF PPl KeeP TeLLIN Mi NEver To quit LoPX....

I reAlI Do UNderStAnd HOw deY FeeL..De...

HOw DeY CoPE Wif So MAnI ThINGs At A Time I OFtEn Got HeadAche BEcoX Of Tatt

HAiz~~I reAlI DaMN TireD LIAox..Todae Also ArGUe wiF Ee wen And JIa Yi

BecOX OF Band De ThiNG I RealI HAiz~NEvEmInd

ToLD My MOther I wiL NOT GiVe Up So easIlY de...

BEcOX I Don wan MY Mother To Sae I cAnNOt ToLErAte...

KiNdda reGret BUt StIl i wiL CaRry oN De lOPx.. k I End OFf Here LIAox..TAg AgAin AnOTher TIme K BuaixBAuxi...

HI..So lONg No TiME To TAg LiAoX...

2005-01-14T02:32:00.001-08:00

ToDaE ISh SuChA A GoOD DaE To mI LEhX...WaHAhA.. HAiX~So lONG NEvEr TAg lIAox.>WorhX...DoN KnOw WaD To Tag LEt mI SeE FirSt ArIX Oh yA...TiS FeW DaEs OuR ClAsS De pPl AlL VEri GOO d In ClaSs nIA..AlL GoT Do hOmEwORk And StuFfS LiKE TAt So i CaNnOt LoSt To ThEm OrhX....TaT Ish whY i Also GoT Do hOMEwORk LoRs>>HiEhiE...I WAn GeT HiGh HIGh de ReSuLts For My exAms I CaNnO TlEt MOI MoTher DowN Sia lAtTA She VEri The SaD..I DOn WaN SeE HEr SaD SaD De lEhx>>PLeaSe>>HEaVEn BlEsSeD Her iN GoOD HeaLth Seh AlwAys So LAte SlEEp DeN Come BAck Also So LAtE..De..HAiX~VEri WorRiEd.>ORhX...YeStErDAe io wen T To SeCoNG AlTo SaX DeN YuEyIng WaS AnGRy Wif Mi i CriEd ThE WhoLE DaE I DoN wan HEr SaD SaD De ShE MEan AloT To mi u KnOw..YestErDAe Den i ReAlISe The seCtiOn De PpL All TreAt Mi VEri The GoOD LEhX..WhEn i CrY ThEY AlL JUx GiVE WaY To mI SiA So GOOD..WaHAhA...NEvErmINd BuT I JUX FeEl TAt ThIS FeW DaEs In SchOoL HAd TireD MI Out..I MIcc ThOSe DaEs In sec 1 LehX..Haix~And On TuEsDaE No I shOuLd SaE On thuRsdAe YixiAnG SuDdeNly AsKed Mi SoMThING ThaT I was SHoCkEd HE AskEd Mi iF I LuiKE HIm AnOt I JuX RePlY No LA..WahHAHA...BUt CaNnOt BLAme HiM MAyBe I waS ToO ClOSe Wif HiM bahxi jUX WaNNa Be FriEnds Or I ShOuLD SaE To Be God BRoThEr God SiSTEr To HiM LoRx..HoPE HE DoN GEt ThE WroNg ThiNkiNG LoRxX>>HIEhiE...LOlX...NEvErMiNE LEt bYGoNEs BE BYGonEs K I chanGeD mOI BloG de SeTTINGs LE HoPE U All LiKE IT...K I StOp hErE WiL TaG AgAiN When i Am FrEe FroM All The StREss>...
_-LOVE YA AlWAyS So-----_-

HI..So lONg No TiME To TAg LiAoX...

2005-01-14T02:32:00.000-08:00

HAiZ~

2005-01-06T06:54:00.000-08:00

ToDaE...OrhS NoTin MUcH To Do I HA BAnD U KnOW So FuN ThrEe Of The PEoPLE waNnA JoIn BAnd ReAlI VEri ScArEd StIl WOrRyInG HoW To Do IF The SeNiORs StEp DowN So SofT ThE SoUnD OMG....So WorRiEd I ReAlI DoN KnOW WaD To Do MEn...HAhAz..YEaTErDae The ThiNGs TAt i TolD YiXiAng HAs AlReAdy BEeN ExpOseD MEn....WaHAhA.. BuT NEvErMiND I Don BlAme Him HAiZ~....I TInk NExt tIm3e i Got SeCrEtS i wiL NTo TeLl hIm LIAox..LE...HAiX! WisHEd TAt lL The jUnIORs WiL BE GuAiGuAi De LiStEn And Goo D At PlAyIn De Lop..TodAe VEri SaD I CaNceL The DiNNer LiAox BuT i Reali WisHEd To HOlD IT U KnOW// WhY The HAcK DiD All TheSe ThiNGs HApPEn MEn...HAiZ~PlEaSe I TiNk The SenIoRs StEp DowN lIAox...I Wil BE BEtTEr At pLAYiNG BA..So ScArEd ...

Ta hAi ShI BE DoNg......

WhY DoEsN'T HE UnDeRsTand HoW I FeEl De LEhX..HE ISh SuCh A A GoOd GuY MEn..i Don WaN To HAiz~NEvErmINd....

I TinK I Got NoTin To SaE LIAoX.k BuAiXbUAxi...MuAxk....

ToDaE..OrHS...

2005-01-04T06:11:00.000-08:00

ToDaE..
WaD AhOuLs I SaE NiA...I WeNt To SwIss cOTtagE To HEaR ThEm plAy lOp..Its nice MEn....EnJoY iT AlOT BUt...IT RaInEd The WhOlE DaE aND MY ClOTheS ArE LiKE Don kNWO SoGgY And SmeLlY....YuCkX....HiEhiE.. = ) I ReAlI LiKE TAt DaE OmG i WiShEd I Can Go To SeC 4 And StEp Down As SooN As PoSSiBlE... BeCoX I ReaLi DoN waN StUdy LoP....I HAte StUdyInG MEn..BUt ErMm. Got FrIEnds AcComPAnY StIl Ok lOp...HiEhiE...reAlI WisHEd TAt I CaN BE EiTheR OF The LeAdErs./...In BAnD I ReAlI WiShEd So..KeKE UpDaTe pOSt AnOThEr DaE K BUaxiBAUxi.....

HahA So lONG NEvEr TAg LAox...Mi HErE To TAg~

2004-12-30T23:30:00.000-08:00

ToDaE ArIX A VErI GooD DaE All mOi PArEnTs NOT At hOMe LEhX...Heihei.. ToDaE NEvEr Go For BAnd HAvINg A BAd StOmAcHE LEhX...HAiZ~FrOm YETErDaE UnTil NOW...StIl HAvInG A SlIGHt FlU LoRx....DoN KnOW WhY All ThE PpL In BAnd DoN BElIEvE Mi De HAiz~ReAlI SaD LoP...ReGreTeD moI MOTHEr YEsTErDAe NeVEr Go HoME Go ThEr To CoUNTDown OMg.....HaiZ~I WiShEd I HAd GoNE...IT WiL BE Fun MEn...BUt WAd ISh GoNE IT ISh GoNE NOtiN CaN BrINg ThiNGs bAcK...TodAe...AlOT OF ThiNGs HAppEned....HAiZ~BUt I CaN ForGiVe EvEryThING So LONG NEvEr Tok To AnITa lIAox DoN wAd ShE ISh DoiN NOw LEhx...HahAz...WiShEd TAt She WouLd CaLl Mi BAck SooN BAhX... NotIn MoRe To TAg lIAxo OGt TiME DeN coME And Tag loP K BUAxiBuaxi....

HaIZ SaD ArIX...

2004-12-27T02:49:00.000-08:00

WaD A SaD SaD DaE MEn...i FoUGht WiF Moi BroTheR LEhx..JuX BECoX OF MoNEyy...TiS ISh NoT The FirSt TiME He BEcOX OF MoNEyy FiGht wif Mi LiAox He TwIstEd MOi HAnd...So PAiNFul...WaD An IDoIT ..ErMm...NEvEr MiND HE WiL GEt He BA YiNG De....HIEhIE..K DoN SaE AbOUT TiS TodAe I FiNAlly BoUGht Moi BoOK LiAox LEhx So HAppY..HIEhiEBut VEri heaVy....I WenT To SiT A BuS All The WaY HoME DeSpITe ThE fAcT TAt Moi MOthEr CaLl Mi To SiT A Taxi...I SaW CoLin SeLlIn BoOKs Ther lEhx..HIEhIE....I Don KNOw WheR i OFfEnD HiM LiAox DeN HE LiKE TAt Sae I NevEr Even ToK To HiM LEhx..So Gao Fenn....I NOt TOkIn AboUT ColIn HOhX Don Wu HuI ISh AboUT SomeoNE Who ISh So SiAlAn De BuT TOdAE I FoUnD OUt SomeThiNG ISh TAt I *AhEm*SomeoNE* lIaox LE LEhx HahX...SeE HiM LiKE So GoOD And So PiTiFul MEn..WahHA..YestErDAe I WaS So TiRd MEn I WeNT OUT Wif WeITiNG Moi SeNiOR..She BRoUgHT MI all ThE waY MEn JUS To Do SomeThiNG BUt nEvErmIND All The EffORsT Have GonE wORtH....HAix TodE No MooD To RitE So MUch JuS HoPe Tat Tm,L ThE Band WiL BE A SuCcEssFuL ONE HAiz~~HAiz~~k BuaiBXuaix...i Wil Try To PuT IN A TAg BOArd Soon de k.... ReMEmBEr To ComE And TAg moI BloG wHEn U All Are FrEe ORhX...HIEhiE K BUAixbUAix....All The BESt To All The Ppl Who I KNOW de...AnD a HAppY BElAted..MErRy ChRistMAs Wished All The Ppl in The WorlD PeaCe Lop...I doN WaN The WorlS So waD De HAiz~ NEvErmINd K BUAixbUAiX..I Am GOiN To ChanGE The SonG SooN HOpE YoU all LikE Tis SoNG K....

----~-^waHAhA WaD I DiD ToDae^-~----

2004-12-25T06:45:00.000-08:00

ToDaE NOTin SpEcIAl LoP Jus WeNT To BiShAn WiF Moi mOThEr IT HAs BEeN SuCha A LoNG TiME I EveR Go OUt Wif MoI MOThErLEhX..HiEhIe I BoUGht A Op BAg TAt I LiKE IT MOi MOther Sae She ISh GoiN To GiVE MI Alot OF MoNEy To Buy CLOTheS BEcOX I KEeP CoMpLAiNGiNG No CloTheS MA...HIEhIE...TmL Mi GoiN To ORChArd To Buy ThiNGs LoP...HIEhIE GonNa sTArt ScHooL LAox Not ReAli TAt HAppY LoP becOX Don KNOw WHy I LIke ThE DAeS WiThoUT SchOol..ToDaE ISh ChRiStMAs WoRhS WiSheD EvEryONE A MErRy ChrIStMAs And A HApPY NEw YEar...HIEhIE..GoNNa End Here Tml Got TimE Then I Come AgAin loP k BAuiXBuaix....

WaD I DiD ToDaE??

HEYlos(:

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HAix A SaD Day..

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hihix...

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we MEt Again lo ..lolX....

yox...

vEri hApPy TodAe lo...

HaLo...QuITe SaD ToDaE...lo

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yox...halo...sayonara...

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Hey YoX..WaDs UP Men....

a veri veri sad dae..reali cannot forget....!!!!

HEy YoX....

YoX...HIHi...GoNG Xi Fa Cai....

KnoWiN ThIS ISh A TrAgIc....

HEmmmm...WaD ShOULD I SaE nIA...

HIhIx....Mi HErE AgAn....

YoX..LoNg TiME NEvEr Tag LAox..

WaT The..HehE...

HI FiNaLLy ChaNge blOGsKinS Le...

HI..So lONg No TiME To TAg LiAoX...

HI..So lONg No TiME To TAg LiAoX...

HAiZ~

ToDaE..OrHS...

HahA So lONG NEvEr TAg LAox...Mi HErE To TAg~

HaIZ SaD ArIX...

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